Oct 08, 2005 20:20
Paradise
Stephanie Young
She has the sweetest smile.
Luring me into naïve trust.
Not knowing if it’s worthwhile.
Devouring me with her lust.
Grasp my hand oh so tight.
Show me that you’re always there.
Embrace me throughout the night.
Answer my childish prayers.
To the outsiders this is heaven.
Do they know what’s going on?
This just might not be your Eden.
This just might be terribly wrong.
Clenching a hand-sewn fist.
Knuckles turn to white.
My bruises slowly kissed,
Then I’m out for the night.
Harshly striking violet contusions.
Tear me apart from the inside.
Why was I lured into such delusion?
Buried in the final landslide.
Grieving inwardly every day.
Not allowed to let you know.
I know things can’t stay this way.
I guess this is how it goes.
Crying so bittersweetly,
Over you, beautiful deceiver
Recalling how you treat me.
Confiding in the 9 millimeter.
Shaking with such vigor
Kissing my metallic friend.
Everything poured into the trigger.
And that’s how I came to an end.
To the outsiders this is paradise.
Yeah, to the outsiders this is paradise.
I have been inspiried. I am going to stick with wrestling, my one true love (for the moment. I'll probably resort to Sukisyo by the end of the night) -.-;;