Jun 08, 2008 19:30
I spent this weekend accomplishing...nothing but watch Ally McBeal Season 2 episodes, smoke countless sticks of Marlboro Lights, and telling that voice in my head that reminded me of the entries in my to-do list to just shut the hell up.
I am still the workhorse in the office but I am so inefficient, ineffective, and unhappy at home.
My drapes don't match. My magazine collection is not arranged by publisher, title, or at least color. my sole scented candle is nearly used up. I am frustrated with the colognes I got from Folded&Hung; their scents don't last even if I practically douse my self with them. That's what I get for paying 300Php for a bottle. Ugh.
I haven't brought home the caboodle I got from the Chulip. Ugh. I haven't bought the cosmetics I told my self more six months ago that I would buy on a monthly basis. I am so disorganized that I am annoying my self.
And I'm so well-adjusted at work that I can't just pick fights with people like I used to back in school or in my early 20's whenever I got frustrated. Ugh. Well-adjustment is a over-rated.
The soonest I can file for a leave is two weeks from now.
I need to pick a mantra and find my center.
mess,
rant,
disorganized,
ugh