Maybe it's the moon

Jan 10, 2007 11:10

Here is goes again

Call it ennui, lethargy, angst, or just sheer boredom.

Symptoms:

Above average spending
Smoking losing its kick
Coffee losing its efficacy to keep me alert or awake
People telling me I better go home already and stop being a martyr at work when I just arrived and I think I'm feeling ok.
My tummy is getting more attention that my hair.
Eating more carbo
Unable to recall the last time I sweated heavily - exercise, sex, or heat
Spending more time in bed
Spending more time infront of the tv even if I know I don't like it.
Dust accumulating on the surfaces of my room which normally would drive me into a cleaning frenzy but not right now.
Feeling the need to take a break, however, unable to define clearly what a break means.
Watching porn is feeling almost tedious
Sex is overtaken by sleep as a priority
Finding guys less attractive. Women are still eeew in my sex book.
MY BRAIN, THE COSMOS, MY SOUL, MY IMAGINARY FRIEND IS TELLING ME:

To get off my ass and start exercising.
Stop wasting time trying to hook up with sub-standard guys who I don't have any plans of taking seriously in the first place.
Get the ear piercing and tattoo I've been imagining having since 2001
Use my Starbucks Planner because I asked for it and it there is no valid excuse within this universe not to use it.
Remember to take my own advice: Live each day like it's your last and do things that or meet people who will only add value to your life.
Do something challenging every day.
To stop acting like a bear in hibernation and just sleep when needed.
Avoid watching so much TV.
I could lose a few pounds for health reasons.
WRITE, WRITE, WRITE!!!!
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