What I've Realized ...
What I've Realized ...
I don't miss anything that I've lost or given up. Everything I've gained because of those scarfices has been worth it. This includes giving up field hockey which allowed me to find Kiki and through her Delta Zeta, the best home and the sincerest sisters I've ever had. This includes giving up bad habits, bad boyfriends, bad class choices. I've had an amazing undergrad career, and it may be over but all of it was worth it. But most of all this includes giving up friends who were negative and draining people. And I will continue to do this; to identify people who claim to be your friend but really have no understanding of what they do to you (their friends) or who they are, who bring you down when there's no need and whose negativity is infectious. Frigo once said she couldn't believe that I would be so mean as to not facebook friend someone who had specifically requested it of me. To these people I say send all the requests you want, I will not facebook you today or anyday because I am not as fake and fradulent as you are, I will tell you to your face that you suck the life from others and you are not worth my time.
PS I'm so focused on life right now that it's amazing. This weekend I played something like the 9th wheel and it didn't ever bother me once. Sure there were guys floating in and out of the picture constantly, but except for the one really pretty boy none of them struck my fancy and then only for a few minutes. Picking soneone up was not a problem that I wanted to deal with. I have way too many plans that a significant other (or even a fling) could mess up at this point. To the race of men I say Peace! I'll get back to you when I'm done saving the world. Because let me tell you: I will save the world someday.
I don't miss anything that I've lost or given up. Everything I've gained because of those scarfices has been worth it. This includes giving up field hockey which allowed me to find Kiki and through her Delta Zeta, the best home and the sincerest sisters I've ever had. This includes giving up bad habits, bad boyfriends, bad class choices. I've had an amazing undergrad career, and it may be over but all of it was worth it. But most of all this includes giving up friends who were negative and draining people. And I will continue to do this; to identify people who claim to be your friend but really have no understanding of what they do to you (their friends) or who they are, who bring you down when there's no need and whose negativity is infectious. Frigo once said she couldn't believe that I would be so mean as to not facebook friend someone who had specifically requested it of me. To these people I say send all the requests you want, I will not facebook you today or anyday because I am not as fake and fradulent as you are, I will tell you to your face that you suck the life from others and you are not worth my time.
PS I'm so focused on life right now that it's amazing. This weekend I played something like the 9th wheel and it didn't ever bother me once. Sure there were guys floating in and out of the picture constantly, but except for the one really pretty boy none of them struck my fancy and then only for a few minutes. Picking soneone up was not a problem that I wanted to deal with. I have way too many plans that a significant other (or even a fling) could mess up at this point. To the race of men I say Peace! I'll get back to you when I'm done saving the world. Because let me tell you: I will save the world someday.