Jun 05, 2005 12:06
Life is kind of crazy right now. It's fairly busy, most of which is my fault because I take hours at Citizens when I'm off from Day Nursery, but I really really enjoy it.
I told Ray last night about the time Dianne had to walk me through a BLS call, and he was just like, "well everybody here understands that.. we're not going to jump down your throat." That made me happy. =)
I drove hot over halfway to the hospital last night. We had a guy with low BP, low HR, and low blood sugar. Ray got him talking with steady vitals so we downgraded, but I enjoyed it.
The day care has been a nightmare. The past 2 days I have worked I've done terribly with the kids no matter how hard I tried to do everything right. The "help," people that float around to give us breaks, are (for the most part) lazy, annoying, disrespectful, and just plain useless. There is one woman who is really good, and I guess there's really just one who isn't. But she helped me Friday afternoon and all she did was contradict everything I said. Then she whined the whole time about her tongue (she's the genius that got it pierced) and left me 15 minutes early with all her kids, who then fought with my kids.
Brenda said she was sorry they had depended on me so much my first week, and she was trying to be apologetic, but it came across like I wasn't doing good enough.. which is true, but I don't know how to get any better. Anyway, Tammy, the second in charge, will be the head honcho for the next 2 week, and I don't think she really likes me. I think she thinks I'm lazy and a rule bender and i'm not. I just don't freakin' know the rules. I've worked there FOUR DAYS.
Anyhow, I didn't leave friday till 6:20 because the room was a mess and I had to take out the trash and everything. I dreamed about the daycare that night and apparently Aaron heard me talking in my sleep.. He thought it'd be fun to harass me, so he started asking me questions and laughing at my response. I don't know how long this went on before I woke up but it was awhile... I dreamed about it again last night too. Whenever I start a new job, I get soooo stressed, and it's definitely happening right now.
Hmm. Well, it's 12:20 and Taylor County SO woke me up for good, so I think I'm going to go get around and see Aaron at work.