How To Disappear Completely
I have deserted the face of the internet these days. I have become another Shadow in the Box. I was in strange moods and as I speak, I feel like I'm floating ten feet above the ground. I don't know if this is supposed to be good or alarming though.
I feel like I'm on the edge of another big storm, like many things are ready to collapse and come bang me right in the face, and yet I feel strangely peaceful though every single thing around me scares me to death again.
I have been able to put my hands on keyboards again thanks to someone who is dear to my heart and I had been needing this for months. It makes me miss my long-lost soulsister twice as hard and FUCK it hurts, but nevermind. Stumbling on the keys was like a rebirth.
Haven't statued in two weeks, I'm going back today. Makes me feel good and also terribly vulnerable. I'll hold on to you guys if ever I feel weak, just like people think of how much they love their family when they're in pain.
Your beauty never ceases to amaze me. New haircuts, new eyebrows (love you Jake <3 you did the right thing), electric blue corsets and killer smiles, hotness on rollerskates, more Brigade madness, more and more Brigade love.
I'm not here, but soon I'll come back. And I miss you.
I'll probably come back with little gifts but I'm not spoiling anything for now.
I love you all.