Why I am writing, I am not so sure anymore.
I suppose it is to make sure I am still here. I sadly am.
I have to find a way off this island, even if it means running so far out on that lake, my chakra depletes and I am left swimming.
There has to be a way. There just has to be.
My mood has dropped to a new low and I am not sure why. It is slightly painful, but I will not be obvious about this. Naruto will notice easily and so will Lavi and Itachi.
I think that cold from before has come back to haunt me. I will stay in my room for a while.