every realization is harder than the last
so i just did that whole survey bolding thing and my computer effed up so that sucks. and i'm not doing it again. today was a good day. i can't wait til thursday when i get to go on a field trip. to an art museum in bmore nonetheless. i have on man-jeans and a big university of TN shirt. hot eh? jk. oh yea. i have a very unhealthy obsession with "The Boondock Saints" ps- its the BEST FUCKING MOVIE EVER!!!! i will marry an irish guy or a guy with a boston/ny accent. they are all so hot. i'm glad megan is home, i missed her. i had a strange break. i don't like talking about it, it makes me angry. i'm an angry person and people shouldn't like me. i also am very unreliable. again, not to be liked. and violent and lazy. no to be liked. eh, that shouldn't be a problem. i'm buying a punching bag to give my mattress a rest. i got a kickass stereo with a kickass, house-thumping sub for my bday. yes. it was my bday, i managed to slip it by without ppl noticing, though that wasn't very hard. i've also recently come to the realization that when i am somewhere i could walk away and not come back and wouldn't be missed. ouch.
i am counting down the days til i can run away from this place. i'll spend three weeks roaming the highways (i don't know if i'll make it on the giant road trip with a ton of ppl). then move to texas. then not be missed. then go to etwon. sounds like a fucking plan yo.
i love my life. sike.