what the ....!
I think that I have decided that I am going to leave my job in BOSTON. I am unhappy now. There is things that send me over the edge. I love the baby and I will stay untill mid- August but I thibk that I will leave then. I am needed for people that need someone to help them through there life. I am not here to be walked all over as if I am a nobody. I need to be appriciated for what I do for someone. I hate feeling like I am worthless. Why should I sit back and think that there is nothing bothering me. I do all that I am suppose to do and more. The woman I work for is so great to me, and makes it feel worth staying, but her husband just pulls me down at every chance that he gets. He will do like thinks just to piss me off because he knows that they upset me. He will start to call me Ape because I have asked him not to but still will when he is in a bad mood. I love the baby and woud do anything to help and be with him through life. I just cant be walked all over anymore. I hope i will get the chance to stand up for myself.