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So...
I am playing Yahoo!Bingo and I have won 3 times in a row. Maybe now is when I should go buy that a lottery ticket because I am definitely not working for a living!
Yesterday was filled with bad things. A heavy feeling all over my body, but mostly my chest. A dead baby squirrel. Lying to my mom about school. Everything that had been building up inside me for the past few weeks spilled out in it's usual way... Tears. I remembered how I used to run and hide in the woods surrounding my house when I was upset as a little kid, so I tried to do that... But I noticed how dark it was and froze a few feet into the trees. It wouldn't have been the same anyway because there wasn't anything to hide from.
I always feel so much lighter after I cry like that, so the night didn't end in a bad way or anything.
Except there were squirmy things on my dishes that I have not washed since I moved here. I feel like a really disgusting person... haha.
There are quite a few people I really want to talk to, but I haven't for some reason.
Also I have been seriously considering being a vegetarian/vegan. I know, I know. But if I ever call my guinea pig/cats "companion animals," kick me in the face.
I am playing Yahoo!Bingo and I have won 3 times in a row. Maybe now is when I should go buy that a lottery ticket because I am definitely not working for a living!
Yesterday was filled with bad things. A heavy feeling all over my body, but mostly my chest. A dead baby squirrel. Lying to my mom about school. Everything that had been building up inside me for the past few weeks spilled out in it's usual way... Tears. I remembered how I used to run and hide in the woods surrounding my house when I was upset as a little kid, so I tried to do that... But I noticed how dark it was and froze a few feet into the trees. It wouldn't have been the same anyway because there wasn't anything to hide from.
I always feel so much lighter after I cry like that, so the night didn't end in a bad way or anything.
Except there were squirmy things on my dishes that I have not washed since I moved here. I feel like a really disgusting person... haha.
There are quite a few people I really want to talk to, but I haven't for some reason.
Also I have been seriously considering being a vegetarian/vegan. I know, I know. But if I ever call my guinea pig/cats "companion animals," kick me in the face.