The sky is so oddly blue right now
My health has been very bad the past two weeks. This week especially I've been in too much pain to do anything but lay in bed and whimper. The insomnia has been back with a vengeance and I've been getting an average of two- three and a half hours of sleep at night.
Seems like I'm perpetually exhausted, even if I do happen to get one good night's sleep.
On the plus side, I haven't allowed it to interfere with going to work and doing what I need to do. I'm just incredibly, incredibly tired while I do it and then I come home and just lay on the bed, unable to do anything but wish I could fall asleep.
In other matters, all this staying up at night breeds thoughts which breed narratives. This would be wonderful if only I wasn't too tired to write them down at the time and then by the next afternoon (when I have a chance to write them down) I can't remember them.
This is very frustrating and I am going to be making more of an effort to write things down at night when I think of them. It's just hard because I don't want to wake up Backus by turning on the light, and alot of the time at night my stomach hurts so much that any movement is almost unthinkable. I'm still going to try.