I don't love him

[eidolonamorata]

I don't love him anymore
he could touch me and all I would do
was pull away
I don't miss his presence
wish he was near me
I don't love him anymore
I respect him
I love who he is
I don't want him
to touch me

all I want is a stranger
I feel he is my best friend
and I shouldn't taint him with
sexual things
only strangers can have that

he has my heart
they have my body