Just paying my rent every day in the tower of song
"I see you standing on the other side
and I don't know how the river ever got so wide,
I loved you, babe, way back when.
And all the bridges are burning
that we might have crossed
and I feel so close to everything that we've lost,
we'll never have to lose it again.
Now I bid you farewell,
don't know when I'll be back.
They're movin us tomorrow
to that tower down the track.
But you'll be hearing from me, baby,
long after I'm gone.
I'll be speaking to you sweetly
from a window in the tower of song"
Went to Maah's birthday party last night. It was a heartwarming splash of color onto the dreary moors of my spirit. Memories with friends are like happy swallows that sing by the window when you're feeling down. Uplifting.
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. I want to get all these health problems taken care of for good and just have the end of some crisis be the fucking end of it for once.
I don't know how to talk to anybody about it without sounding like a drama queen, and my better half seems to calling in sick on this one... Andrea gave me a number to call... a friend of hers who is a monk, but also a psychotherapist. She said he was really helpful to her when she was diagnosed with her health problems. I'll give him a call on Monday.
Trying to fit all the pieces together and trying to keep all my pieces together. The wheel turns as the wheel will, I guess. Change is life. Until it kills you. Heh.
Man... I really need to see my friends more. It was great to just melt in with other people and ignore whatever my mind wanted to worry about because it was more fun to care about what someone else was saying. For all that people in general annoy the shit out of me, when it comes to the right people I can stop being an extrovert disguised in wall paper and just be free.
Here's to my friends <3
and I don't know how the river ever got so wide,
I loved you, babe, way back when.
And all the bridges are burning
that we might have crossed
and I feel so close to everything that we've lost,
we'll never have to lose it again.
Now I bid you farewell,
don't know when I'll be back.
They're movin us tomorrow
to that tower down the track.
But you'll be hearing from me, baby,
long after I'm gone.
I'll be speaking to you sweetly
from a window in the tower of song"
Went to Maah's birthday party last night. It was a heartwarming splash of color onto the dreary moors of my spirit. Memories with friends are like happy swallows that sing by the window when you're feeling down. Uplifting.
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. I want to get all these health problems taken care of for good and just have the end of some crisis be the fucking end of it for once.
I don't know how to talk to anybody about it without sounding like a drama queen, and my better half seems to calling in sick on this one... Andrea gave me a number to call... a friend of hers who is a monk, but also a psychotherapist. She said he was really helpful to her when she was diagnosed with her health problems. I'll give him a call on Monday.
Trying to fit all the pieces together and trying to keep all my pieces together. The wheel turns as the wheel will, I guess. Change is life. Until it kills you. Heh.
Man... I really need to see my friends more. It was great to just melt in with other people and ignore whatever my mind wanted to worry about because it was more fun to care about what someone else was saying. For all that people in general annoy the shit out of me, when it comes to the right people I can stop being an extrovert disguised in wall paper and just be free.
Here's to my friends <3