Abortion
I was supposed to go in on Tuesday for my pre-abortion workup, but the heat in my apartment doesn't work, so I didn't sleep well and couldn't force myself to get out of bed to go. I'm a fucking idiot, I know. So now I have to wait till next Tuesday... I just want to get this bullshit over with. I'm sick of being in pain and wondering what the HELL is going on with this baby. I know things are wrong, cause I shouldn't be in this much pain and I shouldn't be bleeding on and off- I know this baby is fucked up and I just want it OUT of me. Every second I'm carrying it around I'm just letting this deformed thing get bigger and take more out of my life. I WANT IT OUT.
I didn't want to have this abortion at all, but now as things are progressing I'm really seeing just how right this choice is. It was a hard choice, but I know it was right.
Also, fuck bathtubs that drain while you're in them. Between the no heat, the water pipes bursting, the constant bullshit and stress from the pregnancy and the fucked up bathtub I'm beginning to despise this apartment. Which sucks, 'cause it's a nice apartment.
Time to run away.
I didn't want to have this abortion at all, but now as things are progressing I'm really seeing just how right this choice is. It was a hard choice, but I know it was right.
Also, fuck bathtubs that drain while you're in them. Between the no heat, the water pipes bursting, the constant bullshit and stress from the pregnancy and the fucked up bathtub I'm beginning to despise this apartment. Which sucks, 'cause it's a nice apartment.
Time to run away.