Things to be said...
Well, here we are. Almost Christmas time, and a few months have gone by since my last post. I guess I should really use this thing more often. Hell, I know it's better than Myspace, which I got rid of, by the way.
So, what has happened to me since the summertime.. well, I quit my job at Borders only to work as assistant manager to the most douchebaggy boss I've ever had. And I'm not talking like, 'Oh, he wouldn't let me do this and that' kinda douchebaggy, I mean like, 'Hey, I don't feel like working 40 hours, and I'm not going to train you, but you have to do this and this and this, while I spend time with my son. Oh, and if you don't do it, you're fired.' kinda boss. So, I quit that job and have been unemployed for 5 weeks, and have been going kind of stircrazy. I like relaxing and such, but it comes to a point now where I have to be doing something, otherwise I start to get bored. Well, I have my first day at IdleAire tomorrow, so that's good. Other than that, I think everything is going ok. Things with the girlfriend are okay. I had some doubts, and probably still do and still will, but I'm not sure what's going to happen in the next few months.
I found myself in a very pissed off mood since a bit before Thanksgiving. I think it was because I had been sitting around for the last 2 and a half weeks waiting to hear from my job. I think since I'm starting tomorrow, everything will be ok. I hope. It's a change, and I'm excited about it, but I don't know how much change I want to undertake. I feel more and more like just doing things on my own. Just going to work and coming home, sheltering myself alone. I know that's horribly unhealthy, but for some reason I feel a little held back, and I don't know by what.
I spent Friday afternoon, evening and Saturday morning at my parents house. I hate going there. Not out of hatred for anything in particular,but because I don't feel the need to go over there at all. They want to have me come over there, and do all kinds of shit, yet not appreciate it. I just have to put up with stupid bullshit from them, and I really don't want to. It sounds terribly cliche but I really don't want anything to do with them. It seems that since dad got remarried, he and his family could have nothing to do with me and be happy.
I think right now, I want to find something to do that'll make me happy. Not sure what that is right now. It used to be LARPing, but it seems more and more like I don't wanna do that anymore. I love doing it, and love having fun with it, but it just seems like it's too much. Like I do too much.
People are wondering what to get me for the holiday, and I really don't know. I would like a laptop, but I don't see anyone shelling out the money for that. But I really don't need anything. Maybe some socks and underwear.
Right now, I'm not sure what I want out of life. True, I'm only 22, but I wanna have fun. I want to do whatever I want, with no restrictions. People tell me I have to put away my toys.. that I have to stop playing games and be an adult. Well, those who know me will know that that's not the case. I will not turn over and automatically stop doing the things I enjoy, just because they're a little juvenile. Ah well.. I think that's it for now.
-That is all.
So, what has happened to me since the summertime.. well, I quit my job at Borders only to work as assistant manager to the most douchebaggy boss I've ever had. And I'm not talking like, 'Oh, he wouldn't let me do this and that' kinda douchebaggy, I mean like, 'Hey, I don't feel like working 40 hours, and I'm not going to train you, but you have to do this and this and this, while I spend time with my son. Oh, and if you don't do it, you're fired.' kinda boss. So, I quit that job and have been unemployed for 5 weeks, and have been going kind of stircrazy. I like relaxing and such, but it comes to a point now where I have to be doing something, otherwise I start to get bored. Well, I have my first day at IdleAire tomorrow, so that's good. Other than that, I think everything is going ok. Things with the girlfriend are okay. I had some doubts, and probably still do and still will, but I'm not sure what's going to happen in the next few months.
I found myself in a very pissed off mood since a bit before Thanksgiving. I think it was because I had been sitting around for the last 2 and a half weeks waiting to hear from my job. I think since I'm starting tomorrow, everything will be ok. I hope. It's a change, and I'm excited about it, but I don't know how much change I want to undertake. I feel more and more like just doing things on my own. Just going to work and coming home, sheltering myself alone. I know that's horribly unhealthy, but for some reason I feel a little held back, and I don't know by what.
I spent Friday afternoon, evening and Saturday morning at my parents house. I hate going there. Not out of hatred for anything in particular,but because I don't feel the need to go over there at all. They want to have me come over there, and do all kinds of shit, yet not appreciate it. I just have to put up with stupid bullshit from them, and I really don't want to. It sounds terribly cliche but I really don't want anything to do with them. It seems that since dad got remarried, he and his family could have nothing to do with me and be happy.
I think right now, I want to find something to do that'll make me happy. Not sure what that is right now. It used to be LARPing, but it seems more and more like I don't wanna do that anymore. I love doing it, and love having fun with it, but it just seems like it's too much. Like I do too much.
People are wondering what to get me for the holiday, and I really don't know. I would like a laptop, but I don't see anyone shelling out the money for that. But I really don't need anything. Maybe some socks and underwear.
Right now, I'm not sure what I want out of life. True, I'm only 22, but I wanna have fun. I want to do whatever I want, with no restrictions. People tell me I have to put away my toys.. that I have to stop playing games and be an adult. Well, those who know me will know that that's not the case. I will not turn over and automatically stop doing the things I enjoy, just because they're a little juvenile. Ah well.. I think that's it for now.
-That is all.