Spacing out
This is a very touching story,it was posted from one ygroups..I wanted to post it here so i could remember this story that inspired me.
Breakfast At McDonald's
-- Author Unknown
I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree.
The last class I had to take was Sociology.
The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with.
Her last project of the term was called "Smile."
The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions.
I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway, so, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally.
Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning.
It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son.
We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did.
I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic welled up inside of me as I turned to see why they had moved.
As I turned around I smelled a horrible "dirty body" smell, and there standing behind me were two poor homeless men.
As I looked down at the short gentleman, close to me, he was "smiling".
His beautiful sky blue eyes were full of God's Light as he searched for acceptance.
He said, "Good day" as he counted the few coins he had been clutching.
The second man fumbled with his hands as he stood behind his friend. I realized the second man was mentally challenged and the blue-eyed gentleman was his salvation.
I held my tears as I stood there with them.
The young lady at the counter asked him what they wanted.
He said, "Coffee is all Miss," because that was all they could afford (If they wanted to sit in the restaurant and warm up, they had to buy something. He just wanted to be warm).
Then I really felt it - the compulsion was so great I almost reached out and embraced the little man with the blue eyes.
That is when I noticed all eyes in the restaurant were set on me, judging my every action.
I smiled and asked the young lady behind the counter to give me two more breakfast meals on a separate tray.
I then walked around the corner to the table that the men had chosen as a resting spot. I put the tray on the table and laid my hand on the blue-eyed gentleman's cold hand.
He looked up at me with tears in his eyes and said, "Thank you."
I leaned over, began to pat his hand and said, "I did not do this for you. God is here working through me to give you hope."
I started to cry as I walked away to join my husband and son. When I sat down my husband smiled at me and said, "That is why God gave you to me, Honey, to give me hope."
We held hands for a moment and at that time, we knew that only because of the Grace that we had been given were we able to give.
We are not church goers, but we are believers.
That day showed me the pure Light of God's sweet love.
I returned to college, on the last evening of class, with this story in hand.
I turned in "my project" and the instructor read it.
Then she looked up at me and said, "Can I share this?"
I slowly nodded as she got the attention of the class.
She began to read and that is when I knew that we, as human beings and being part of God, share this need to heal people and to be healed.
In my own way I had touched the people at McDonald's, my husband, son, instructor, and every soul that shared the classroom on the last night I spent as a college student.
I graduated with one of the biggest lessons I would ever learn: UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE.
DUTY
Yesterday was the last day of my duty for this semester,I have mentioned the mood problem regarding my CI but actually this past two weeks of duty until yesterday she was different from the first week i have met her.When i mentioned this to my best friend from the other section,He just said that she,my CI,is really like that and she's really nice,it's just happened that she have this kind of personality (moody).
I'm still feel upset,because something was not accomplished........Ever since the incident with the trainee nurse (medications),i was planning to apologize to her for giving her such impression,but like what i have said,it was not accomplished,I started to hesitate yesterday because of how she reacted when she saw me and finally I've realized that i wasted my tears and sympathy for her when i heard that she was telling her co-trainee "WOF medications someone might be careless again" and "Someone might leave Metronidazole again" and i wanted to laugh because she was acting childish to think that she is a professional picking a fight to her kouhai (not just only her kouhai but a student),she used to be a student,she should realized the situation,so i thought "I didn't do wrong,so why would i apologize?"...but because of my personality,i finally decided to say sorry anyway but because she was too busy in administering meds and her mood wasn't that good that time,i didn't find opportunity to do so....
Words like I'm Sorry and Thank you are very important to me,and I make sure that I'm sincere whenever i say this words,so I'm a little upset because the misunderstanding ended up just like that...
Honestly Speaking,since last week i rumbled all my letters and word in my mind so whether i'm writing or saying it i ended up mixing it all up,so if you don't understand this post,I'm sorry,i twisted my tongue and even my thoughts.
Thank you Lord for this Day