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i cried so hard i threw up. like that bright sunny day i was so upset i couldnt perform with flintridge singers, only worse.
my computer isnt turning on more than to make weird electric-saw noises with the fan, or start-up device.
i have two tests tomorrow, one which i am certain i will fail, the other damn near certain.
i want to go to sleep to avoid life. i went to bed at 11:30 last night for the first night in weeks.
i want to not worry. i want it to be summerso i dont have to deal with this same schedule.
i dont even have a room to call my own. a signle is neccessary next semester. i need a place to be, to dance, to grieve, to nest, to hibernate, to rejoyce.
i think i am developing a mini-crush, one of those 24-hour ones.
lets end on an up-note, shall we?
my computer isnt turning on more than to make weird electric-saw noises with the fan, or start-up device.
i have two tests tomorrow, one which i am certain i will fail, the other damn near certain.
i want to go to sleep to avoid life. i went to bed at 11:30 last night for the first night in weeks.
i want to not worry. i want it to be summerso i dont have to deal with this same schedule.
i dont even have a room to call my own. a signle is neccessary next semester. i need a place to be, to dance, to grieve, to nest, to hibernate, to rejoyce.
i think i am developing a mini-crush, one of those 24-hour ones.
lets end on an up-note, shall we?