My very first LJ entry *bows*
God, I don't know where to start. Journal writing is so not my thing and the only reason why I opened an account here is because I freaked out that one day when I couldn't access the DBSG community page, so I opened an account thinking that the community has decided to become a friends-only account...And it wasn't. All that hoopla for nothing. Yeah, I'm a loser, what else?
Anyway, since opening the account, I felt bound to this place and felt like I should start making posts like one is supposed to. It's been awhile since I've written in a journal; At least from my POV I think that writing down all this randomness helps me organize my thoughts a bit. I tend to keep things within and that doesn't really come out well. Lately, I've been holding all this pent up anger towards my boss (I'll get to that later); I know it's mostly PMS that fueled all that hostility but all that anger made me sick for days. My face is breaking out again and that hasn't happened in months. To add on to that, school is just killing me right now. I know it's my last semester (hopefully) and I'm only taking 11 credit hours, but I'm stressing out so much more than I have to. It's the pressure of trying to graduate that's been bugging me lately. And when I finally do graduate, I have to worry about what to do next with my life. Believe it or not, this is an actual "life choice" thing. I honestly have no clue as what I'm supposed to do. Whatever happened to that time when people graduated and they immediately find that career occupation specific for their degree?? What the heck does a Bachelor's degree in Biomedical Sciences get me??? Maybe I should've stuck to nursing. I was OK with it actually. I don't know. Maybe I just felt that I could do something more, something different, but I still don't know what it is. Four-and-a-half years of searching for the right career path and I still haven't found it. What should I do?? I don't wanna go to school forever!!!
Anyway, since opening the account, I felt bound to this place and felt like I should start making posts like one is supposed to. It's been awhile since I've written in a journal; At least from my POV I think that writing down all this randomness helps me organize my thoughts a bit. I tend to keep things within and that doesn't really come out well. Lately, I've been holding all this pent up anger towards my boss (I'll get to that later); I know it's mostly PMS that fueled all that hostility but all that anger made me sick for days. My face is breaking out again and that hasn't happened in months. To add on to that, school is just killing me right now. I know it's my last semester (hopefully) and I'm only taking 11 credit hours, but I'm stressing out so much more than I have to. It's the pressure of trying to graduate that's been bugging me lately. And when I finally do graduate, I have to worry about what to do next with my life. Believe it or not, this is an actual "life choice" thing. I honestly have no clue as what I'm supposed to do. Whatever happened to that time when people graduated and they immediately find that career occupation specific for their degree?? What the heck does a Bachelor's degree in Biomedical Sciences get me??? Maybe I should've stuck to nursing. I was OK with it actually. I don't know. Maybe I just felt that I could do something more, something different, but I still don't know what it is. Four-and-a-half years of searching for the right career path and I still haven't found it. What should I do?? I don't wanna go to school forever!!!