Subconciously I must be an M

[eialyne]

I mean why else would I be constantly doing things that make me miserable? Namely refuse to cut myself off and go to bed at a decent hour (only two hours of sleep....so going to be passing out after work) and not making sure I take my meds properly (the birth control is the biggie...I was lucky this month and caught on early enough that I was able to drug myself up yesterday, but I can't keep skipping, drastic life changes or no). And then there's the whole thing about having the opprotunity to go out and do something, and then backing out of it at the last minute, leading to the whole "being miserable because I have no one outside my family to interact with up here."

Ugh...

*curls up in a ball* So tempted to call into work sand play sick.