My brother has more of a life than I do
This is frustrating in two ways. First, I think the fact he's getting out more is what's allowing him to get by without doing nearly as many chores as I have to do, and he can lay around playing video games and watching Buffy when he is home without being told there's other stuff to be done (Yes Kevin, I don't need convincing to finish Mass Effect before I leave...unfortunately finding the time is proving difficult). Ok, I will admit this is somewhat fair what with me not working nearly as much as he is/was...but it's still incredibly frustrating, especially with the mood I've been in lately.
Secondly it's a near constant reminder of how lonely I feel. I was only invited to do things with Syl this summer, and the only friends I have more consistent contact with are restricted to online things only.
...........................The whole job search thing is incredibly intimidating but I can't move soon enough. I'll hopefully stop sounding like such a whiny bitch DX
Secondly it's a near constant reminder of how lonely I feel. I was only invited to do things with Syl this summer, and the only friends I have more consistent contact with are restricted to online things only.
...........................The whole job search thing is incredibly intimidating but I can't move soon enough. I'll hopefully stop sounding like such a whiny bitch DX