The sound of the phone ringing woke SiWon from his deep sleep, he turned around, picked it up and said:
“Hello?”
“Are you up?” the voice in the other end asked.
“No, why?”
“I need you to come pick me up.”
As SiWon had a little discussion with the person on the phone, his girlfriend moved closer to him, put her arms around his waist and kissed him on the shoulders before asking who he was talking to.
“It's just a friend,” he answered turned around and kissed her before getting up.
“Where are you going?” she asked and got up too.
“I have to pick him up at the bar.”
“I'm coming with you,” she smiled and started to get dressed.
“You can't, I have to go alone.”
“It's that girl again isn't it?”
“No.”
“Then let me come with you.”
“Okay okay, just don't make a fuzz okay?”
“I won't,” she smiled and left the room.
“Ah man, why must I always give in to her,” he mumbled as he went after her.
When they got to the bar, SiWon told his girlfriend to stay in the car and walked towards a couple of ladies, but he went passed them.
He was gone for quite a long time, and just as his girlfriend was about to get out off the car, he came out off the bar with another person hanging on his shoulders.
The other person had short black hair, wore baggy jeans and a long black t-shirt.
SiWon opened the car door and put the person in the back seat, his girlfriend looked at the person for a long time before she looked at SiWon and said:
“Who is she?”
“She!?! Are you blind girl!?!”
“Don't you take that tone with me.”
“It's not a she, and his name is KangIn,” SiWon said calmly and started the car.
“Is he the reason you always leave in the middle of the night?”
“Kinda.”
“You're too nice to him, he doesn't deserve it.”
“How do you know that?”
“I don't, I'm just saying. Look, let's not fight okay?”
When they got to the place where KangIn lived, they stopped, and as they got out off the car, a man walked out the door carrying a bag.
The man chucked it at the ground in front of SiWon's feet, said:
“This is for not paying the rent.” and went back inside.
Then KangIn stumbled out off the car, grabbed the bag, said:
“Thanks pal,” and started to walk down the street.
“Hey, come stay with me for a while,” SiWon smiled as he stopped him.
“Honey, no. I don't want to share house with a drunk guy,” his girlfriend protested.
“He's only drunk when he goes out.”
“He goes out every night.”
“Maybe he'll stop, who knows what could happen when he gets some love.”
“Okay, I give in,” she smiled and helped him get KangIn in the back seat.
When they got home, KangIn was placed on the couch where he quickly fell asleep.
The next morning when SiWon's girlfriend woke up and went to the living room she got a bit shocked.
This was because some strange clothes were lying all over the floor and a strange person was standing in the kitchen.
The person was making pancakes and when he noticed the girl staring at him, he turned around, dried his greasy hand on his pants and stretched it out.
The girl took the hand after hesitating a while and smiled:
“I'm BoA, your friend's girlfriend.”
“KangIn,” he smiled before returning to the pancakes.
After a while, he had finished setting the table and went to get SiWon.
“Get up! I've made you my famous pancakes,” KangIn smiled as he pulled on SiWon's duvet.
“I'm up, I'm up,” he answered and got out off the bed.
KangIn took hold of his hand and returned to the kitchen where BoA waited for them.
As SiWon sat down, KangIn found the syrup and pored it on his, BoA's and SiWon's pancakes.
When KangIn and BoA were finished,SiWon got himself another portion.
KangIn put his elbows on the table, rested his head on his hands and looked dreamy at SiWon before he said:
“I really enjoy cooking for you, especially when I can watch you eat.”
SiWon looked up, smiled and blushed when KangIn smiled sweet back at him.
BoA coughed to get the attention turned towards her.
“I'm gonna go to school now, honey. Don't forget that I'm having friends over tonight,” she smiled, got up, thanked KangIn for the breakfast, kissed SiWon and left.
When SiWon finished eating, he helped KangIn gett his clothes washed, folded and put back into his bag.
“Thanks for helping me,” KangIn smiled.
“No problem,” SiWon smiled back.
“Not to meddle in your private life, but why did your girlfriend tell you to not forget that she was having friends over tonight?”
“She wants me do dress nicely and act civilised, she keeps reminding me all the time. It's like I'm some kind of wild animal.”
“She probably wants me to leave before they show up,” KangIn said and sat down on the couch.
“She probably does, but I want you to stay, at lest till BoA's friends leaves,” SiWon said thoughtful and sat down beside him.
“Why?”
“Have you seen her friends?”
“I can't say that I have.”
“They are all rich pricks.”
“Oh, that kind of friends... Maybe we should mess with them a little,” KangIn smiled widely.
“We probably shouldn't, but it sure would have been fun,” SiWon smiled back.
“Oh, I know! We can call some of my party friends, no, that's not smart at all, they'll just trash the place.”
“What if we act really drunk and accidental spill coffee on them.”
“Coffee?”
“Yeah, whenever her friends show up, we eat sandwiches and drink coffee or tea.”
“That is rich, do you have some beer?”
“Nope. Let's go buy some, but first, let's go see a movie.”
“Yeah, it'll be just like old times,” KangIn smiled and got up.
“When are the friends coming?” he asked.
“In about three hours,” SiWon said, got up and put his jacket on.
“Let's get going then,” he smiled and opened the door.
When they returned, BoA's friends had already showed up.
“Hey honey,” BoA smiled as SiWon and KangIn entered the living room.
“I'll go put the beer in the refrigerator,” KangIn whispered to SiWon before disappearing into the kitchen.
“Who's that guy?” a blond girl asked.
“It's my friend,” SiWon smiled.
“What's his name?”
“Don't mind him Shelly, he'll be leaving soon, right honey?” BoA smiled at her.
“Actually, I asked him to stay for a little while longer. Hope you don't mind,” SiWon smiled and kissed her on the cheek.
“It's okay.”
“Hello folks, I'm KangIn,” KangIn smiled when he entered the living room.
“Hi, I'm Shelly, and these are my friends: Sara, Tom and Hank,” the blond girl smiled and pointed on a brunette, a read haired guy and a black haired guy.
“Nice to meet yah,” KangIn smiled and sat down beside SiWon.
After talking about law school, criminality and other boring stuff for an hour, SiWon decided that it was time to 'get the party started' and went to get the beer.
“Where are you going?” BoA asked as SiWon got up.
“I'm just getting something for me and KangIn,” he smiled and went to the kitchen.
When he returned, Tom and Hank looked at him with big eyes.
“What is that?” BoA asked a bit angry.
“This?” SiWon asked and held up the bottles.
“It's just beer, no biggie,” KangIn smiled and took the bottle SiWon handed him.
BoA decided to ignore them and continue talking to her friends, but after a while she couldn't ignore them anymore.
They were driving her friends and her crazy with their whispering and giggling, this was of course after drinking the twelve bottles they had bought earlier that day.
After half an hour, BoA's friends decided that it was time to go back home.
“But it's only seven,” BoA tried.
“We're sorry, but we have to go. Your boyfriend and his friend are simply too much.” Shelly said and put her jacket on.
“Seriously, where did you find him?” Sara said and looked weird at SiWon who had just fallen on the floor.
“You don't suppose I can come with you guys?” BoA asked.
“Sure you can, a long as Mr. Boyfriend and his friend over there, stays home,” Tom smiled.
BoA told them that she would join them as soon as she had fixed something, she went over to SiWon and told him that she was very disappointed in him and that she would be back in the morning.
She was pretty sure that SiWon would apologize and beg her to stay, but instead he just laughed his head off.
When she left, KangIn helped SiWon back up on the couch.
“Did I ever mention that your hair is nice?” SiWon smiled as he combed KangIn's hair with his fingers.
“Yes, you did it just now,” KangIn smiled back.
They sat completely quiet and looked intense at each other before KangIn finally got the curage to ask SiWon a personal question.
“Have you ever kissed a boy?”
“Why do you want to know?” SiWon replied and tilted his head.
“I was hoping that you could tell me what it feels like. You see, I've always been wondering about it.”
“I haven't kissed a boy, so I don't know either. But we could probably figure it out together,” SiWon said and moved closer to him.
“You really think so?”
“Yeah,” he answered and got ready to kiss him, but instead they bumped their foreheads together and started to laugh.
“You go right and I'll go left, okay?” SiWon smiled.
“O-ok,” KangIn smiled back and not long after, they kissed.
It wasn't an advanced one, it was more like a peck.
“This is my first kiss,” KangIn said and blushed.
“No, it's not.”
“Oh?”
“This is your first,” SiWon smiled, put both his hands on his cheeks and kissed him passionately.
KangIn automaticly opened his mouth, letting SiWon's tongue enter his hot cavern.
SiWon leaned closer to deepen the kiss and short after, they started to suck on each other's lips.
“Maybe we should stop,” KangIn said as he broke the kiss and blushed.
“Yeah, we should. Help me clean up will you?” SiWon smiled, got up and started to collect the empty bottles.
“Sure,” he smiled back as he picked up the teacups.
As they put the teacups in the dishwasher, SiWon couldn't stop thinking about KangIn's soft lips.
That kiss was the best kiss ever, to think that it came from a person that had never kissed before was impossible, somehow KangIn knew exactly what to do in the kiss.
When they finished what they were doing, SiWon turned off the lights and just stared at KangIn.
“What?” he asked and smiled a little.
SiWon bit his lower lip, looked down a little while before looking back up at him, grabbed his shoulders and pressed him up against the wall.
KangIn blushed as he looked into SiWon's eyes who slowly came closer.
They closed their eyes and kissed with such passion that they had to break it after just 5 seconds.
KangIn put his arms around SiWon's neck and rubbed their noses together.
SiWon lead KangIn to his room, closed the door, turned on the little read lamp, lifted KangIn and put him gently down in the bed, he then sat down on top of him and gave him wet kisses on the jawline as he slowly opened his shirt.
KangIn could feel his member slowly getting harder as SiWon removed the shirt and took off his own t-shirt.
He then kissed KangIn passionately before unzipping their pants and remove the remaining clothes.
“What are you doing?” KangIn asked a bit frightened as SiWon took hold of his member and slowly moved his hand up and down.
“I'm giving you a once in a lifetime experience,” he answered and licked the tip of his hard member.
KangIn screwed his eyes shut as SiWon put his member inside his mouth and started to suck on it.
If felt so good that KangIn could hardly breath, and when SiWon finished the sucking, he started to lick his stomach and dipped his tongue in his navel.
KangIn couldn't stand it anymore, he took hold of SiWon's shoulders, dragged him up and whispered:
“Take me.”
SiWon gave KangIn a light kiss and helped him wrap his legs around his own waist.
KangIn cried out in pain as his nails were digging into SiWon's back who slowly pushed his member inside him.
After a couple of thrusts, he started to do it a bit harder, 'cause that was the way he liked it, the harder the better.
With every moan that left KangIn's mouth, SiWon would thrust even harder.
SiWon's sweaty body rubbed against KangIn's as they moved together in sync.
They kissed intense and caressed each other as they finished the intercourse, then SiWon lay down beside him and held him tight.
KangIn put his head on his chest and sighed as he closed his eyes and soon after, he fell asleep.
SiWon brushed his fingers through KangIn's hair twice before he fell asleep too.
When SiWon woke up the next morning, he had an awful headache, he also felt a bit dizzy.
As he opened his eyes and looked at the clock, a person's face appeared in front of it.
The person was BoA, she looked shocked and not to mention really pissed.
“Hey sweety,” he smiled at her, but then her eyes turned black.
SiWon then noticed something move, he looked down and saw KangIn clinging onto his chest, sleeping like a baby.
“It's not what it looks like,” SiWon tried to explain, but BoA just got angrier;
“Care to explain why all of your clothes are lying on the floor?”
“I-it got a bit hot that's all.”
“Hot is the right word to use,” she yelled so KangIn woke up, he sat up as he rubbed his eyes, looked sleepy at BoA and said:
“What's up?”
“I can't believe you! What's up!?! Oh, I'll tell you alright! You shagging my boyfriend, that's what's up!” she yelled.
KangIn looked really thoughtful where he sat, then he looked down at SiWon and after that, he lifted the duvet looked down, hurried to look back up again and smiled an 'obs' smile.
“We can explain,” SiWon said and sat up.
“Spare me, I want you and your friend out off my apartment!”
“Your apartment!?! Excuse me, but this is my parent's apartment, not yours, not mine, but my parents. So I suggest that you pack your bags and leave!” SiWon said angrily and got out on the floor.
BoA's eyes became big and KangIn started to giggle.
“What!?” SiWon exclaimed.
“Take a look at your little friend?” KangIn smirked and hid his face in the pillows.
SiWon looked down at his hard member and quickly covered it with his hands.
“You realise that I'll take the TV and the laptop right?”
“So what? I'll just buy new ones.”
“With what? Your imaginary paycheck?”
“No, by selling sex,” SiWon answered cheeky.
Not a second later, BoA left.
As SiWon and KangIn sat by the table and ate, KangIn asked:
“You're not mad at me are you?”
“For what?” SiWon smiled.
“For your girlfriend.”
“I was planning to break up with her anyway.”
“The things we did las night...” KangIn said after being quiet for about ten minutes.
“What about it?”
“I can't remember anything.”
“That's probably for the best, no matter what happened last night, we'll always stay friends,” SiWon smiled and left the table.
As he went to his bedroom to get some things, he suddenly remembered everything.
He could see himself and KangIn enter the room, lay down in bed, get rid of the clothes, kiss and touch.
He also heard all the things they said to each other and KangIn's moaning, everything around him started to spinn, it became harder and harder to breath, the moaning became louder and louder, and suddenly he could hear BoA's voice scream for more.
He looked around the room like crazy, and right there, in the bed, he could see himself and BoA having wild sex.
Her screaming was so loud that he had to cover his ears, but it was to no use, he could still hear her voice, just as high and suddenly he collapsed.
When KangIn entered the bedroom about three hours later, he saw SiWon sitting on the floor with his back turned against the door, rocking himself back and forwards while covering his ears and saying:
“I can't hear you, I can't hear you, I can't hear you.”
KangIn walked towards him and put his hand on his shoulder, SiWon stopped doing what he did and turned around.
His eyes was all read after crying and after looking at KangIn for a while, he whispered:
“I need her.”
“Don't be daft, she was only holding you back.”
“I need her to make it stop.”
“To make what stop?”
“I can hear her voice, she's screaming for more.... I have to give her...” he stopped.
“What are you talking about?” KangIn asked and looked weird at him.
“She's in here,” SiWon answered and pointed at his head.
KangIn took hold of his head and said calmly:
“She is not inside your head, you are not crazy. Forget about her, and enjoy life.”
“Can't,” SiWon replied and started to cry again.
“I'll make you some pancakes,” KangIn smiled.
“O-okay,” he smiled weak and dried his tears.
After making the pancakes and setting the table, KangIn went to get SiWon who had just finished showering.
“Are you okay?” KangIn asked as they sat down at the table.
“Yeah, the cold water cleared my mind. Thanks for not thinking that I was crazy,” SiWon smiled and started to eat.
There was something special abut KangIn, but SiWon couldn't quite figure out what.
Something about his smile made him forget about BoA for a while, made him forget all the good times with her, forget that he missed her so much.
He stopped eating and watched KangIn carefully.
“What?” KangIn smiled when he noticed that SiWon was watching him.
“Nothing, I just tried to remember what happened last night. You know, figure out if we did it or not.”
“Why would you want to know that? Isn't it better if we just don't know, I mean it's gross enough to know that we slept naked in the same bed, not to mention that I had my head on your chest.”
“And that I had my arms around you,” SiWon kinda laughed.
“You did!?!” KangIn exclaimed.
“Yeah, but I removed them when I woke up.”
“I'm even more embarrassed now,” he said and hid his face in his hands.
“I'm the one who should be embarrassed, not you. I was after all the one who showed BoA my private.”
“Dude, she was still your girlfriend then.”
“You've got a point,” SiWon suddenly said, got up, leaned over the table and touched KangIn's lips with one of his fingers.
When KangIn suddenly got up to leave, his lips was pressed against SiWon's, they both looked shocked at each other, but without breaking the kiss.
Even though they were shocked and wanted to back away, they couldn't move a muscle, they just looked at each other.
But then SiWon placed his hands on KangIn's cheeks, closed his eyes and kissed him passionately.
“What the!” KangIn exclaimed as he pushed SiWon away and started to tidy the table.
“I'm sorry, I just...” SiWon said, but then KangIn put two of his fingers on his lips, hushed him, finished what he started and sat down on the couch.
SiWon stayed in the chair and looked at him, KangIn turned towards him and smiled.
SiWon smiled back, got up, went over to the couch and sat down beside him.
KangIn put his feet in cross in front of him as he turned towards SiWon who did the same.
“You know, we've been friends for a very long time now. We've been through a lot together, but in these past years we've grown apart...”
“KangIn-ah, what are you trying to say?”
“You remember when I started going out, right?”
“Yeah, it was after I started dating BoA.”
“The only reason I started to go out was, her, she was always with you, and when you didn't introduce her to me I got hurt.”
“I'm sorry about that, I didn't know that you wanted me to.”
“And when I met her two days ago, she didn't even know my name.”
“Why would she?”
“Thats just it, you never told her about me, not once had you even mentioned me in the whole two years you were together.”
“It must have slipped my mind.”
“And the only times we saw each other in those two years was when you picked me up at the bar.”
“But we're together now,” SiWon smiled and took hold of his hands.
“The reason why I'm telling you this is because I...” he looked down and scratched his cheek lightly before continuing.
“I've been in love with you for three years.”
“I wish you would have told me sooner,” SiWon smiled at him before gently touching his cheeks.
“Why?”
“The past two years, it's felt like a part of me was missing. And now it's found.”