eh...
I'm so confused on math homework, there's tons and tons and tons and tons of girl problems, family fights, no having enough sleep, drumline has become more of a pain than anything else now, grades have little hope of going up, tired all the time, wasting time 'cause i can't concentrate, no driving by myself, losing patience, poetry taking over life, double and even triple booking some things, busy all the time, not going to church in a while, messy room, no energy, cold, no picking up pig feet, screwed for bio project which i really need to get an A on, screwed for math quiz which i really need an A on too, screwed in Japanese (but then again, everyone in that class is), screwed for english practice writes and journal, gonna fail the SATIIs this saturday because no time to study, etc etc etc.
this month has got to be the worst month ever...
yet amidst it all, there is a great comfort. it doesn't happen too often, but when it does...i feel like either killing myself or everything crappy melts away.
too bad it's like a blue rose
yeah. look up the meaning of a blue rose
this month has got to be the worst month ever...
yet amidst it all, there is a great comfort. it doesn't happen too often, but when it does...i feel like either killing myself or everything crappy melts away.
too bad it's like a blue rose
yeah. look up the meaning of a blue rose