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Ughhh! I hate him so much! Just thinking about him makes me stomach hurt and gets me all angry. Just thinking about him being alive and possibly hurting other people makes me want to scream! I have never met such a fucked up, insensitive asshole. I don't know if he intends to hurt people or he's just so emotionally unstable that he can't help it. I feel dumb for allowing him to hurt me for so long until I was so messed up I thought I would never recover. Maybe that's why I took such pride in hurting him back, even though thats not how I am. He made me into a mean hearted, scary person that I didn't know. I can't even begin to describe the bullshit games he played with me. And he does it to everyone, not just me. And he wonders why he has no friends and his parents hate him! He has no friends, he has to resort to calling me to get some semblance of care. And then gets pissed when I don't pick up and say that I really don't want to talk to him. I'd really rather forget that I'd ever known him, ever touched him, ever thought that it might work out between us. He is the scum of the Earth and unless he gets his act together, I don't think he deserves to breath the same air as the rest of the world.