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[ehsbrooklyn08]

why do guys have to be so confusing?i hate it.now i see why guys get so mad when they tell me i mess with their heads.i mean i really like this one guy but idk if he feels the same and everytime were together he has like 30 girls calling his phone at all times.? in a way i love that because there are so many girls that want him but i have him(idk if i do lol but im with him all the time). but then again i hate it, because i always find myself competeing for his attention but that also can be a good thing because then i wont get tired of him he'll always keep me guessing...ya kno?idk i guess ive always said i usually get tired of bein with the same guy. and i need someone to keep me guessing. but rite now i think that i dont need that, i need to setle down with one guy for awile cauz im so sick of the games i play. and some days i feel like he likes me. like the looks he gives me or the things he says to other ppl and to me, but then sometimes i feel like he looks right through me when he looks at me. this weekend for example friday he came over and stayed at my house until 4am with my whole drunk disfunctional family we had so much fuckin fun! it was awesome, he acted like he was a part of my family (even tho he just meet my family that nite) and i felt like omg this kid really likes me, but then saturday on the way to the club we were talkin bout this girl i dont really like then when we get to the club he finds her and dances with her the whole fucking nite, he never once tried to dance with me,then everytime me and sheena looked over at him hed be staring at us..does that mean he dont like me? i think so but sheena disagrees.or is he making me jelious?idk FUUUCCCKKK.. I HATE GUYS. **srry just had to get that off my mind.

~~~~~i just found out my brother has to go back to jail for 30days cauz hes stupid so the keg hes suspose to be throwing us is delayed for an extra 15 days, ill keep you updated...lol~~~~~~