Feb 05, 2005 09:19
well guys it is saturday now and me and ricky are vompletey over i guess cauz he got pissed cauz i had other guys over at my house and i was like ricky we aren't going out so why r u so worried?i mean i really like that kid but he is so hard to get along with all the time i mean especially when he is drunk...but i dono wat to do i mean i want him to understand he can't be that controlling of me but then he thinks i am tryin to b a bitch
.................AnYwAyS...........................
so i think i am goin to get my tongue pierced with cris hockmuth today i really wish ricky woud take me but he woudn't. i maybe should not go but i really want to idk...confusion...but i am gona go to the bank now to get my money to do it out i'll update later after i get back from bowlin with katie..
On the outside I'm smiling:-D, but on the inside I'm crying:'(,there's nothing to live for, I'm slowly dieing
love me always,
brooklyn leigh