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I feel like I'm losing my mind sometimes. Not in a hectic, fleeting moment but in moments where I reflect on my life. What it was, what it could've been, what it isn't, what it's going to be. I wonder if I think too much. Then I wonder if I'm not thinking enough. Then I wonder why I'm thinking of it at all because it's not getting me anywhere, but what if it's not getting me anywhere because I'm cutting myself off too soon? So I keep thinking.