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So I woke up this morning with a txt from 我爸爸 saying, "Thanks for forgetting my birthday. I've noticed that I've sent you a couple texts of the last month and you haven't responded. Are you ignoring us? Did we piss you off? What's going on?" I didn't forget your stupid birthday, I just don't wanna talk to you. And seriously how old are you, you still need everyone to be like "OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU'RE SO AWESOME!"? With the way you treat me, I highly doubt that my birthday wishes mean much to you. Moving on, it's not about this "we" you're referring to as in you & your girlfriend, it's just you. I'm happy for you, that you found someone you love, I'm glad that you're able to be a supportive dad to her kids but it just makes me resent you that much more for not being a father figure to me. Maybe I'm being childish, but I'm the child so it's okay. What's not okay is you only talking to me to complain or talk shit; way to set an example. What's not okay is you borrowing almost $500 from me and ignoring all my phone calls & txts inquiring about when you're gonna pay me back and saying, "Are you fucking kidding me?" and running away when I show up at your house because you're too fucking pussy to face me about it. What's not cool? When I am having problems at home and I reach out to you and you tell me no because you're setting up to have your girlfriend and her kids move in with you. And you don't even see what's wrong with that! So here's a big fat "FUCK YOU," because I am sick of your bullshit. I'm sick of pretending it's fine and I'm sick of being let down. Another bridge burned because I don't fucking need that.
On a lighter note, I should take more photos. Alex & I had fun today (:
On a lighter note, I should take more photos. Alex & I had fun today (: