When there's no one to vent to.
I'm so frustrated. I feel like I give all myself in my friendships. I am loyal, giving, accepting, not judgmental...and yet I somehow always find myself on the outs with people. I don't get it. I'm exhausted from the constant coming and going of people in my life. I know that's just a part of life but a little consistency, a little stability would be nice for a change.
Anyway.
I am 2 weeks into my clinical rotations and the only thing giving me hope for something new is the fact that I am (so far) actually enjoying what I am doing/learning. I honestly didn't think I would. Going into the ICU was fascinating more than it was terrifying. Seeing the technology and the care that goes into keeping people alive is really an amazing thing. I'm glad I may be apart of that in the future.
The future...in about 4/5 months I'll be done with the pursuance of my career. That's insane. And this time I have NO plans for where I want to go when it's over. I think I actually find it more exciting this go around. We shall seeeeeee.
- Stranger of LJ