Lucky and Angry at the world.
hello.
why are things just not always happy ever afters? I realise in life i am soooo lucky for what ive got and everything and yet i fail to see the happiness in it all.
I was out in the union last night and i had to stop drinking as i was scared of what i would do...i hadnt drank much, i was just starting to think all what i wanted to really say to these people surrounding me... infact i was rude to Dom the Aussie as i just find him to be quite frankly a wierd prick. We were talking about my bbq and he asked what party again and again and i ignored him because i just didnt want him to know... no one else answered we all pretended not to hear and spoke on other subjects, he then shouted Dam POMS wat party--- well thats when i turned round and shouted 'dont u f'in calls us Poms you stupid aussie... my dam party ok!' he has this sulky dickhed way that gets on my nerves... i best be carefull tho as he's a bit rough (aparently)
I also had the urge to chuck my stool thru the window and start a fight with someone. It seems holding back on what i feel is no longer working. I suppose it was only a matter of time till my anger reamerged... so here it is in a discontent way i leave you, for sadly my essay!
seeya, Ace xxxxxxxxxxx