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I feel like shit right now, I seriously do. It is bearly two weeks into school and I already had my first breakdown. A small one but nevertheless it was still a breakdown. I was over a very small thing, because I forgot to turn in my Pre-Cal homework. Well I guess it was more than just that, I guess because I just usually bottle up my fusteration it just came all out. Damn it was only a homework assignment it really isn't my fault its late, it is his because he gave it to us late because he didn't make enough copies. Damn, why does my memory have to be so freakin bad. I hate it.
I hate how much I have to struggle to just remember small things,
I hate it how much I have to work just get something that people around me seem to grasp very easily.
I hate it that is only the beginnng and I am already having trouble,
I hate it that I don't even have time to do anything
I JUST FREAKING HATE IT ALL!
The only reason I stay in TAG is because I want to prove to myself that I can do this. I don't want to leave everything I have. Otherwise I would seriously consider leaving. Either I stay at my school or I stay, there is no other option.
I hate how much I have to struggle to just remember small things,
I hate it how much I have to work just get something that people around me seem to grasp very easily.
I hate it that is only the beginnng and I am already having trouble,
I hate it that I don't even have time to do anything
I JUST FREAKING HATE IT ALL!
The only reason I stay in TAG is because I want to prove to myself that I can do this. I don't want to leave everything I have. Otherwise I would seriously consider leaving. Either I stay at my school or I stay, there is no other option.