A palm tree in Christmas lights

Apr 07, 2009 00:11


These are the times when they don't leave you alone.  But of course everyone has done that.  The actions of our consequences become more and more clear over time.  We can never do more than what we are asked to do, more than we're expected.  There's a white room with no doors and the smallest of windows.  Deserted with nowhere to go, no one to turn to.

You may not have done what you said you weren't going to do, but you did something much worse.  I don't think you get it, nor will you ever.  If this is my ultimatum, then I have made my choice.  You may not have spoken the words but your actions speak oh so clearly.  So be it.  I will not fight this any longer, you'll see in time.

So on the bright side, nobody ever wants to hang out with me.  Everyone is busy or just doesn't like me or something comes up.  I understand that college life is stressful and busy, but when you tell me you can schedule me in two weeks later, yeah there's something wrong there.  I've made futile attempts to rekindle old friendships and start new ones.  I think I give up.  I will enjoy spending my days reading and I'll let people make plans with me.  Everything is so much simpler that way.

Drama is dramtic(duh).  I do not enjoy it.  I just like staying out of it.  And I take back what I say, other people's drama is not entertaining.  It's just annoying.  You get all the breaks, I really don't get it.  Time to destroy something else I would love to have.  This superiority complex or lack thereof is getting quite infuriating.

Two more weeks of school.  Let's do this.  Could I possibly get an A?  About time, srsly.

Text it plz.  kaybaiz.
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