Once again I prove my stupidity.

[ehb]

I let myself get taken advantage of too easily. I get in these situations where I like a guy and he uses me as a booty call and when I won't sleep with him he throws me out the window. Not anymore. I will not settle for this anymore. I think that I am just going to give up on dating and all this. Its not worth me getting all worked up over to find out that the guy I like just wants my ass. So I will date, but I will not so much kiss a boy for a long time. Until I'm sure that its me hes interested in and not my body. I can't keep getting myself in situations like this or I will end up with a million babies because i just want to make everyone happy.

I just want to rip my hair out and get angry. But I keep having to remind myself that its my fault.

I'm going to bed. Sleeping it off will make me feel better.