May 11, 2005 21:32
I went up to Athens yesterday.
We chilled at the Pike house and I met this guy. We just talked for
almost 5 hours. He talked straight for 2, and hes a shy person. It was
so great to just sit and talk to someone. And we talked about my baby
(Sara Ellen told him about the baby...she was a little tipsy), and he
didn't react the way I thought boys would. We talked about it for a
good while and he held my hand and asked me if it was ok for me to talk
about it. It was like he really cared.
He is a really awesome person. But, I just had this HUGE burn, so I am
worried being hurt again, and I think I am justified in feeling that
way. He was going to give me his number, but I
gave him mine. I would let him make the first move. I am trying not to
get my hopes up, but dang, I would
love to just be friends with him if nothing else. He just seemed so
genuine. But who knows, ya know? I am going to accept whatever happens
and whatever happens will be ok.
...Oh, did I mention he plays football for Vanderbilt? Yeah, whoa.