Failure to launch!
I am in my last three days at my current job and have plenty of free time to just do, nothing! So I was re-reading my old blog... and omg, I am almost 4 years old!! Apart from that, a very happy birthday to
latelyontime
So I have failed my Victorian driving test for 5 times in a row. I am a good driver and I have realized I just panic under pressure. This has never ever happened to me before... not in my board exams, never in anything else... not even when I was getting married. Then why this? I think when they started failing me for "not enough points" (read: 80% when the pass rate is 85%).... thats when the panic reached its height. My life pretty much depends on being able to drive in this country... so as you can see, I dont have much of a life.
That actually has been one of the reasons why I have been depressed in the last couple of years. Work on the other hand... its getting better but still not where I want to be. Because I have stayed away from my field of interest for so long, I am now not even sure if I can do it anymore.... but whatever! I am starting a new job in Aug and have fingers crossed on it. Its a much better role and the money, I guess, at this stage is not important!
I am planning to go back to India for a visit in Feb 09 and am looking fwd to it... I am going to be an aunty soon and am very very excited. I went shopping for baby clothes and they are SO cute that they could make ANYONE clucky... but I think I might hold against that for some more time. *grin* (Don’t tell my in-laws though!!)
Bollywood dancing is terrific. I have been taking some more classes and its so much fun when the students come and tell you how much they enjoyed it. Am going to be taking a full 6 week course later on in the year so have to start planning for it as well. I invited a friend to attend my class 2 weeks ago for the first time time - and she reckons I AM a good teacher!
All for now.. will write more later!
Hope everyone else is doing good!
latelyontime
So I have failed my Victorian driving test for 5 times in a row. I am a good driver and I have realized I just panic under pressure. This has never ever happened to me before... not in my board exams, never in anything else... not even when I was getting married. Then why this? I think when they started failing me for "not enough points" (read: 80% when the pass rate is 85%).... thats when the panic reached its height. My life pretty much depends on being able to drive in this country... so as you can see, I dont have much of a life.
That actually has been one of the reasons why I have been depressed in the last couple of years. Work on the other hand... its getting better but still not where I want to be. Because I have stayed away from my field of interest for so long, I am now not even sure if I can do it anymore.... but whatever! I am starting a new job in Aug and have fingers crossed on it. Its a much better role and the money, I guess, at this stage is not important!
I am planning to go back to India for a visit in Feb 09 and am looking fwd to it... I am going to be an aunty soon and am very very excited. I went shopping for baby clothes and they are SO cute that they could make ANYONE clucky... but I think I might hold against that for some more time. *grin* (Don’t tell my in-laws though!!)
Bollywood dancing is terrific. I have been taking some more classes and its so much fun when the students come and tell you how much they enjoyed it. Am going to be taking a full 6 week course later on in the year so have to start planning for it as well. I invited a friend to attend my class 2 weeks ago for the first time time - and she reckons I AM a good teacher!
All for now.. will write more later!
Hope everyone else is doing good!