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I think I've been acting rather stupid over the past few days. I kind of drift in and out of knowing what I should be saying. Like, I keep drifting back to talking about things that I know to be unappealing. It's because I'm in unfamiliar territory right now. I know it'll pass as I get used to it, but I'm already getting impatient. I'd like to just be the person I should be when I'm in a relationship instead of working my way there.
I'm glad I'm with someone who seems to think it's cute when I act like an oaf. I just hope she doesn't get tired of it before I get it under control. I also still wonder why I get like this.
I'm glad I'm with someone who seems to think it's cute when I act like an oaf. I just hope she doesn't get tired of it before I get it under control. I also still wonder why I get like this.