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I think i am in love right now....but i am in love with someone that i shouldn't be in love with, and who i don't think loves me back........I will talk to that person later tho...maybe they will figure out i'm talking about them or not....we'll see..
I am stressed out because i hvae to decide by tonight whether i want to go out with Brandon or not....and i have no idea if i want to or not. I am having mixed feelings, i like people who will treat me right, and i feel like i am still in love again. It is very confusing.
For some weird reason.....i feel like my time to die is coming soon....idk, it just feels like it. I'm surprised i didn't die from that car accident. When am i supposed to die? What is my purpose? I feel like my time is up...i feel like it is time for me to go. I wonder who will miss me, who will cry, etc.....