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Alot has happened over these past couple of months. I now have a better perspective on how badly Mark treated me. The real hard part is to think that i loved him so much, and he'd still do this shit to me. Oh well....maybe in a couple years or so he will change. He needs to grow up, and figure out what he truely wants in life. He took some things away from me that we're very special to me, and in the long run i find out a whole bunch of stuff about how he used me, etc. It's really sad, but oh well i guess. I have been hanging out with this one guy alot lately. He has been my friend for about a year now, and i like him as more than a friend now, and he likes me as more than a friend too. He is really nice, and he actually respects me. It is definetly a very good change for me because i need to move on with my life and meet other guys, etc. Right now i have one in mind that i like alot, and he should know it is him i'm talking about..hehe. Anyways...I am trying to repair my friendships with steph, corissa, jennifer, jess, etc.....because they mostly have gotten really bad and messed up, and i am pretty sure it's because of how close i was to mark and how much i didn't pay any attention or listen to my friends. So now i am trying to fix all that. Well, i'm gonna go now..i am waiting for a call from a certain someone..ttyl. bye.
~Jenny~