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This week has so bfar been so awesome. Its like Ive been in this bubble, where it's just me being happy inside, and none of the hate and pain and cruelty that seems to so frequently bother me just bounces right off my extremely strong bubble. Its been warm and sunny for three days now. Ive opened my windows to let my room fill with fresh clean crisp air. I never liked the cold, but I LOVE the chill of the wind. It reminds me of the mountains. THats one reason why I love Caroline so much is that she took me to the mountains. BUT WHenever the weather is just like this, I go outside and run a few miles. When I run in weather like this, I feel as though I dont ever have to stop running, and I can just run right too the mountains, where I'd go skiing and rock climbing. YOu all can come with me too!
Im surprised at myself for being in such a good mood. MAybe it's my lack of care. I cant believe that I used to worry so much about everything that people said about me or how they thought of me. I dont klnow why I even wanted that, because I dont have that many friends, but how much I love them makes all up for the lack of numbers. ALl of my friends are so special to me. And I wouldnt trade any of them for any of the conceited sexually obsessed people who think their better than everyone else. THose kind of opeople bother me, because the cant seem to stop talking about this boy or that boy their going out with.
KAllie and I have so many funny philosophical conversations. She says that Im one of the few people who truly believe in love at first sight. discuss this.
Im surprised at myself for being in such a good mood. MAybe it's my lack of care. I cant believe that I used to worry so much about everything that people said about me or how they thought of me. I dont klnow why I even wanted that, because I dont have that many friends, but how much I love them makes all up for the lack of numbers. ALl of my friends are so special to me. And I wouldnt trade any of them for any of the conceited sexually obsessed people who think their better than everyone else. THose kind of opeople bother me, because the cant seem to stop talking about this boy or that boy their going out with.
KAllie and I have so many funny philosophical conversations. She says that Im one of the few people who truly believe in love at first sight. discuss this.