Creamy suntan color that fades when she plays
Things have been good and bad recently. Not too unlike life itself I suppose. I tried mushrooms this weekend. It was the most amazing, spiritual, insain experience of my entire life. At one point I was the happiest I've ever been and I just felt waves of euphoria sweep over me while we were out around nature and the arden creek. Then at another point I was throwing up, I could barely breath, and my vision was really fucked up. I would do it all over again though. I'll probably do it again in the summer so I can stay outside by the old arden pool or something (setting is key for whether you have a good or bad trip). I think the reason I started freaking out and throwing up is because we watched a very violent movie after we got back from the woods. Oh yeah and I was talking to spongebob towards the end of my trip lol. Anyway, enough about psychadelic experiences. I got my tongue pierced. Its awesome, I love it. Most of the swelling has gone down and I really want to make out with someone to see how it feels. Keekleberries. My cat is sick again. Katie said she's bleading all over the place and she's not cleaning herself. I have to take her to a vet today but I'm not sure which one. Plus I dont have any money at all so I'm trying to find somewhere really cheap so I can like borrow the money from someone. I dont know what the fuck I'm going to do, it's really stressing me out. School sucks dick. I hate most of my classes, but I can deal with them. My job dosn't pay me enough/give me enough hours. I'm trying to find another job at like Wawa or something. Wawa is the shit. Oh yea and I'm not going to have any money for Christmas shopping because my job is a faggot and I owe people most of my next paycheck. Presents are overrated anyhow. I suppose I could just make art for people lol. I mean I am an artist for christs sake. Christmas is probably one of the most Pagan Christian holidays (next to Easter) and that makes me laugh. I fucking hate the winter and the snow. UUUUGHHHHHH. I want to move somewhere warm all the time, perhaps even tropical. Yay for heat and nakedness. When the men on the chessboard get up and tell you where to go, and you just had some kind of mushroom and your mind is moving along.