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After 25 years as a roleplayer I feel like I might be at the end of the road. I just don't have the confidence to do it anymore. It used to be I was ready to run a game at the drop of a hat, now all I can think of is failure. I'm just a crap artist and the last of my tricks has been exposed. I don't have anything left. Going into the bathroom and having a panic attack before a game session is no way to run. If there's a poison in the game group that's making campaigns fail, it's me. Thing is, beyond gaming I really don't have any interests anymore. There's just work and sleep.
Work to sleep.
Sleep to work.
Work to sleep.
Sleep to work.