hurt and confused
After two years nikki broke up with me on friday and the best part it was just because she grew out of the relationship. It's crazy but i think I would have been more at peace with it if there had been a reason like cheating or fighting. I don't really write anymore but I've rekindled that love at the expense of another. The problem is everything is so dark right now sometimes it seems like I can't even imagine what tomorrow looks like. I see someone else in the mirror now when I look in, and as much as I want to be myself again I want other people to feel the way I feel. I've never wished hurt or pain on other people before but I just want to fight and talk down to everybody until there isnt a single person that doesn't say "There goes Brendan what an asshole."
This isn't a cry for help and I don't need comments about how it's going to get better I just needed to vent someplace where people won't see it and thing it's my way of taking shots and starting problems all over again. And since no one up here really knows about this it's safe from prying eyes.
This isn't a cry for help and I don't need comments about how it's going to get better I just needed to vent someplace where people won't see it and thing it's my way of taking shots and starting problems all over again. And since no one up here really knows about this it's safe from prying eyes.