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the taste of love is sweet~
my head aches like the devil...
I just spent almost a hundred dollars at the grocery store and I don't really know what I bought besides some cereal and fruit... i only went with the intentions of spending 20 bucks. I think they pipe subliminal messages thru the radio stations... bastards.
my birth control is all kinds of fucked up. I'm a big hormonal ball of bitchiness... and everyone is putting up with me... I should probably make everyone cookies.
I bought a cookbook of easy weeknight meals. They don't look very fucking easy... I'm in one of those "homemaker" modes... which is unfortunate since I don't have my own home to make...
I HAVE decided that I will start school in the fall. I have to figure all that out on friday. Friday is also the day I go to the eye doctor... so he can tell me exactly how blind I am and how many hundreds of dollars he will charge me to fix it. meh.
I've quit smoking.... again... yeah, i know, shut up.
It's been pretty much 2 weeks now. One tiny exception that I don't really count. On the bright side, I've been eating junk like mad and my ass is progrressively getting larger.
I'm reading and I'm sleeping, though it doesn't really feel like I sleep much. I have these intensely realistic dreams that leave me feeling spent in the mornings... they are mostly borderline nightmares, though a several have been quite lovely...
I want to go rollerskating.
I need to go pay some bills I've been putting off...
and I need to win the lottery so we can go to New Orleans in October...Well, I think we're going reguardless... I'm ridiculously excited about it...
Ahem. and yes, I have a serious (well, we're never really serious)boyfriend now. It's comforting to have a lover that is so good to me... We just fit... and he puts up with all my bullshit. Extraordinary level of patience, he has... with me anyways... with everyone else, he's an asshole, which I love. oh yeah, and he's fucking hot too. heh.
my head aches like the devil...
I just spent almost a hundred dollars at the grocery store and I don't really know what I bought besides some cereal and fruit... i only went with the intentions of spending 20 bucks. I think they pipe subliminal messages thru the radio stations... bastards.
my birth control is all kinds of fucked up. I'm a big hormonal ball of bitchiness... and everyone is putting up with me... I should probably make everyone cookies.
I bought a cookbook of easy weeknight meals. They don't look very fucking easy... I'm in one of those "homemaker" modes... which is unfortunate since I don't have my own home to make...
I HAVE decided that I will start school in the fall. I have to figure all that out on friday. Friday is also the day I go to the eye doctor... so he can tell me exactly how blind I am and how many hundreds of dollars he will charge me to fix it. meh.
I've quit smoking.... again... yeah, i know, shut up.
It's been pretty much 2 weeks now. One tiny exception that I don't really count. On the bright side, I've been eating junk like mad and my ass is progrressively getting larger.
I'm reading and I'm sleeping, though it doesn't really feel like I sleep much. I have these intensely realistic dreams that leave me feeling spent in the mornings... they are mostly borderline nightmares, though a several have been quite lovely...
I want to go rollerskating.
I need to go pay some bills I've been putting off...
and I need to win the lottery so we can go to New Orleans in October...Well, I think we're going reguardless... I'm ridiculously excited about it...
Ahem. and yes, I have a serious (well, we're never really serious)boyfriend now. It's comforting to have a lover that is so good to me... We just fit... and he puts up with all my bullshit. Extraordinary level of patience, he has... with me anyways... with everyone else, he's an asshole, which I love. oh yeah, and he's fucking hot too. heh.