I am SOOOOOO confused!
K, so everyone knows I asked Chaz out.
So on the bus on the way to "Project O" on Wed. Miles told me, after fighting with Chaz, that "Chaz doesn't want to go out with anyone right now"
So I was beleiving it, and trying (not successfully) to do the "K, I'm not bummed" act, when Chaz said 'Miles!" in such a tone that said "Why did you say that, that is so not true"
Then, during the trip, he leaned on me *giggles* then kaleigh looked at him, and he got off....
Then, when we got back to the school, I was told that Kaleigh told Chaz to say no to me, so not only am I pissed but now I'm even more confused....
And Chaz ignorted me for the past 3 days, yeah, I know it was the lockdown, but changing classes, we'd pass without him so much as glancing at me, letalone saying hi and hugging me, adn I know it wasn't causae he was pissed about the lockdown, cause I'd say hi, and he would ignore me...
So then, yesterday, at dissmissal, Kaleigh asked if I still liked Chaz, and I said yes, and she said "k, then I won't do anything" (she broke up with Miles that morning)
SOOOO that afternoon, when I got home, James picked up the phone and handed it to me, and it was Chaz. I got "excited" thinking maybe this ignoring thing was over, adn he said "who does kaleigh like? She said you would tell me..." and I told him about the convo we had had, and he said thanks, your a big help" and hung up,so I like... oooookkkkk
Then, the phone rang agoin, and the caller id said it was chaz, so needless to say, I picked it up, and it was kaleigh, so I played along, and she asked "What did chaz ask you? and I was like "who you liked" and she asked what I said etc. So then she was like k, I have to go, and I wanted to say "Hi chaz" but I didn't...
And now, I am confused and upset, cause I KNOW FOR A FACT that chaz likes me, and he KNOWS FOR A FACT that I like him, and then the whole Miles thing, and then Kaleigh and Chaz were talking, and I can just about garuntee that come monday, they will be going out, again, for the 3rd time, and I am soooooo confused, and upset, and I dunno what to do... I just don't get it...
And I have been told many times that "Kaleigh told chaz to say/do this or that..."
so I dunno..... *cries* I dunno what to do... I figured, sincethe lockdown was over, chaz would speak to me again, but we were like sitting next to each other on the couch, adn not one word was spoken... I dunno what's going on, and I highly doubt that he will call me this weekend... and I just wanna talk to him, just to hear his voice, adn joke around, like we used to, but I doubt he'll call, and I'm not gonna call him, because I can just about garuntee he won't talk to me.... I dunno, I just dunno
I need some help guys! (specially jess adn nikki, seeing as they have the wisdom of their years lol, but I could use all of you guys help too...)
Love you all (and I wish all this crap would go away)
Doe
So on the bus on the way to "Project O" on Wed. Miles told me, after fighting with Chaz, that "Chaz doesn't want to go out with anyone right now"
So I was beleiving it, and trying (not successfully) to do the "K, I'm not bummed" act, when Chaz said 'Miles!" in such a tone that said "Why did you say that, that is so not true"
Then, during the trip, he leaned on me *giggles* then kaleigh looked at him, and he got off....
Then, when we got back to the school, I was told that Kaleigh told Chaz to say no to me, so not only am I pissed but now I'm even more confused....
And Chaz ignorted me for the past 3 days, yeah, I know it was the lockdown, but changing classes, we'd pass without him so much as glancing at me, letalone saying hi and hugging me, adn I know it wasn't causae he was pissed about the lockdown, cause I'd say hi, and he would ignore me...
So then, yesterday, at dissmissal, Kaleigh asked if I still liked Chaz, and I said yes, and she said "k, then I won't do anything" (she broke up with Miles that morning)
SOOOO that afternoon, when I got home, James picked up the phone and handed it to me, and it was Chaz. I got "excited" thinking maybe this ignoring thing was over, adn he said "who does kaleigh like? She said you would tell me..." and I told him about the convo we had had, and he said thanks, your a big help" and hung up,so I like... oooookkkkk
Then, the phone rang agoin, and the caller id said it was chaz, so needless to say, I picked it up, and it was kaleigh, so I played along, and she asked "What did chaz ask you? and I was like "who you liked" and she asked what I said etc. So then she was like k, I have to go, and I wanted to say "Hi chaz" but I didn't...
And now, I am confused and upset, cause I KNOW FOR A FACT that chaz likes me, and he KNOWS FOR A FACT that I like him, and then the whole Miles thing, and then Kaleigh and Chaz were talking, and I can just about garuntee that come monday, they will be going out, again, for the 3rd time, and I am soooooo confused, and upset, and I dunno what to do... I just don't get it...
And I have been told many times that "Kaleigh told chaz to say/do this or that..."
so I dunno..... *cries* I dunno what to do... I figured, sincethe lockdown was over, chaz would speak to me again, but we were like sitting next to each other on the couch, adn not one word was spoken... I dunno what's going on, and I highly doubt that he will call me this weekend... and I just wanna talk to him, just to hear his voice, adn joke around, like we used to, but I doubt he'll call, and I'm not gonna call him, because I can just about garuntee he won't talk to me.... I dunno, I just dunno
I need some help guys! (specially jess adn nikki, seeing as they have the wisdom of their years lol, but I could use all of you guys help too...)
Love you all (and I wish all this crap would go away)
Doe