Something Smell Like SHIT
I feel like a total ass. I've made two people cry in less than 24 hours.
I feel like such a bitch!
The first was le ex-boyfriend's girlfriend because she's a fucking control freakazoid who (stupidly) decided to join drumline and play the same instrument. I mean, that was just asking for problems, especially considereing the past, because we haven't exactly gotten along, even before she started dating le ex-boyfriend (who's an ass, too). But the thing is, she actings all tough and shit, but she's a fucking pansy. She started saying things like, "You're the worst leader," and "Our section sucks," meanwhile we're terrific! Everybody (except her) agrees! And I said, "Chill! This is supposed to be fun! We have two more weeks to learn our music!" and then she stomped away, and started crying. I didn't even yell or scream or do anything to her! What the hell?
I've made her cry before, too, even though I didn't do anything to her then either! I don't understand! What is it between her and I? It's like we're total opposites, meant to clash with each other for eternity. >:(
The second time was my poor mom, who just wanted me to help her move stuff. I was still furious at this girl, and acting like a bitch to everyone, and she needed help moving these bookcases which she shouldn't have bought becuase we don't have enough money, but she never listens, but I ignored her. Then she got hit in the head with something really hard, and burst into tears and weeping about how our house is disgusting and dirty and she's sick of it and she's trying to make it look nice with the money we have, etc., and I felt like a total bitch that doesn't appreciate what she has.
Ugh, I need to go out and party. Again.
I feel like such a bitch!
The first was le ex-boyfriend's girlfriend because she's a fucking control freakazoid who (stupidly) decided to join drumline and play the same instrument. I mean, that was just asking for problems, especially considereing the past, because we haven't exactly gotten along, even before she started dating le ex-boyfriend (who's an ass, too). But the thing is, she actings all tough and shit, but she's a fucking pansy. She started saying things like, "You're the worst leader," and "Our section sucks," meanwhile we're terrific! Everybody (except her) agrees! And I said, "Chill! This is supposed to be fun! We have two more weeks to learn our music!" and then she stomped away, and started crying. I didn't even yell or scream or do anything to her! What the hell?
I've made her cry before, too, even though I didn't do anything to her then either! I don't understand! What is it between her and I? It's like we're total opposites, meant to clash with each other for eternity. >:(
The second time was my poor mom, who just wanted me to help her move stuff. I was still furious at this girl, and acting like a bitch to everyone, and she needed help moving these bookcases which she shouldn't have bought becuase we don't have enough money, but she never listens, but I ignored her. Then she got hit in the head with something really hard, and burst into tears and weeping about how our house is disgusting and dirty and she's sick of it and she's trying to make it look nice with the money we have, etc., and I felt like a total bitch that doesn't appreciate what she has.
Ugh, I need to go out and party. Again.