Long due update part 2
In one of my earlier posts I mentioned that a friend from the Net moved to Odense and that I helped him get to know the city. He had brought his girlfriend with him, and although I saw my friend less and less his gf began talking quite a bit with me. She was very supportive with all the negative emotions after the love-thing with Angel-chan, a good friend who tried to make me see the good things in life and not be too depressed.
In the beginning of October my feelings had calmed so much that I was able to look towards other girls again, but I had a "regression" and I wanted my first gf back. She still thought of me as a friend though, but she came to some parties I invited her to in the weekends. At the first in October we ended up sleeping the same bed again after a party where we got rather drunk and I must admit I tried to get into her pants again. Quite literally I must admit, had a hand in her panties but she said no and I respected that. I was disappointed and sad, but seen in retrospect I'm grateful that she still considers me a good friend.
She had some troubles with her bf though, and at the party she had broken down and cried and I spent several hours making her feel better. I agreed to help her get in contact with him, as she hadn't heard from him in weeks, and I must admit that I hoped I might have a chance again if he was gone.
They ended up breaking up, but the same day she chose a guy from her school as new bf. I was very frustrated and sad, but as we had agreed to meet the next weekend I hoped I could convince to change her mind and chose me again.
The girl I mentioned before, Britta, had agreed to help me try and make Kotoko see that I really loved her. Britta had however had a strange dream the same morning that involved me and made her a bit uneasy...
Kotoko was annoyed and angry most of the afternoon when we met. As the evening got along she began to get less annoyed and a bit tired, so she took a nap and Britta and I sat down for a talk, as Britta had tried to get Kotoko to tell her how she felt about me. Brittas news saddened me, as Kotoko really didn't feel for me any more. But Britta tried to comfort me and make me feel better, and after a while she admitted that her dream had been about me. A very vivid dream of us having sex at that. Now it was her turn to break down and cry and me trying to make her feel better. After a while we agreed that we were good friends but we both liked each other a lot, and then Kotoko awoke and we had a small party as usual.
That night however Kotoko got the sofa "to make sure nothing would happen again" (like last weekend) and Britta shared the bed with me. We didn't sleep much though as we talked and talked for many hours. We found out that we both felt very comfortable and safe about the other and that we also were rather attracted to the other, but as her bf was one of my friends we had both tried to ignore it and keep it down. As her subconscioush ad made clear in the dream it couldn't last, and in the end we let our feeling loose and begin kissing.
The next day we pretended that nothing had happened and had a nice morning with Kotoko and I followed her to the bus. Britta waited at my apartment though, as her bf was away for the weekend visiting some friends yet again, and when I returned we had sex. We both felt bad for my friend, but what we felt was too much to be kept down. Afterwards we decided that it was the only time although she had felt better and much more loved than when she was with her bf.
The next day she called me after school and said she was standing with a knife in her hand as she didn't know how to act towards her bf after what she had done. I ran over to their apartment, he wasn't home, and talked to her for a while. We decided it was best to tell the bf what we had done and so we did. He didn't react that strongly, only a bit bitter and sad. We walked around town for some hours all three and ate dinner together at a restaurant and then decided it was best to part so they could talk things through and she decided whom she wanted to be with in the future.
I didn't know the outcome, but she called and we met early the next morning. From then on we were a couple, a relationship that has lasted four and a half month so far.
To be continued in the next part.
In the beginning of October my feelings had calmed so much that I was able to look towards other girls again, but I had a "regression" and I wanted my first gf back. She still thought of me as a friend though, but she came to some parties I invited her to in the weekends. At the first in October we ended up sleeping the same bed again after a party where we got rather drunk and I must admit I tried to get into her pants again. Quite literally I must admit, had a hand in her panties but she said no and I respected that. I was disappointed and sad, but seen in retrospect I'm grateful that she still considers me a good friend.
She had some troubles with her bf though, and at the party she had broken down and cried and I spent several hours making her feel better. I agreed to help her get in contact with him, as she hadn't heard from him in weeks, and I must admit that I hoped I might have a chance again if he was gone.
They ended up breaking up, but the same day she chose a guy from her school as new bf. I was very frustrated and sad, but as we had agreed to meet the next weekend I hoped I could convince to change her mind and chose me again.
The girl I mentioned before, Britta, had agreed to help me try and make Kotoko see that I really loved her. Britta had however had a strange dream the same morning that involved me and made her a bit uneasy...
Kotoko was annoyed and angry most of the afternoon when we met. As the evening got along she began to get less annoyed and a bit tired, so she took a nap and Britta and I sat down for a talk, as Britta had tried to get Kotoko to tell her how she felt about me. Brittas news saddened me, as Kotoko really didn't feel for me any more. But Britta tried to comfort me and make me feel better, and after a while she admitted that her dream had been about me. A very vivid dream of us having sex at that. Now it was her turn to break down and cry and me trying to make her feel better. After a while we agreed that we were good friends but we both liked each other a lot, and then Kotoko awoke and we had a small party as usual.
That night however Kotoko got the sofa "to make sure nothing would happen again" (like last weekend) and Britta shared the bed with me. We didn't sleep much though as we talked and talked for many hours. We found out that we both felt very comfortable and safe about the other and that we also were rather attracted to the other, but as her bf was one of my friends we had both tried to ignore it and keep it down. As her subconscioush ad made clear in the dream it couldn't last, and in the end we let our feeling loose and begin kissing.
The next day we pretended that nothing had happened and had a nice morning with Kotoko and I followed her to the bus. Britta waited at my apartment though, as her bf was away for the weekend visiting some friends yet again, and when I returned we had sex. We both felt bad for my friend, but what we felt was too much to be kept down. Afterwards we decided that it was the only time although she had felt better and much more loved than when she was with her bf.
The next day she called me after school and said she was standing with a knife in her hand as she didn't know how to act towards her bf after what she had done. I ran over to their apartment, he wasn't home, and talked to her for a while. We decided it was best to tell the bf what we had done and so we did. He didn't react that strongly, only a bit bitter and sad. We walked around town for some hours all three and ate dinner together at a restaurant and then decided it was best to part so they could talk things through and she decided whom she wanted to be with in the future.
I didn't know the outcome, but she called and we met early the next morning. From then on we were a couple, a relationship that has lasted four and a half month so far.
To be continued in the next part.