Dec 11, 2004 00:04
I've never realized how hard some of my class were until now.... when I look at my grades and practically cry!! I know my schedule isn't easy, but still, there's no reason to end up with another 3.0 on my transcripts. Damn it! So yeah, I've been sitting in front of this computer for the last 2 days contemplating on when I'm going to prepare for my remaining 4 finals. The earliest one is on Monday, still more than 2 days away. I'm not quite sure what keeps my brain away from the desire to study. I know studying is vital for maintaining my grades but it's like I've just given up.... it's just this weird feeling. Rather than being studious, I'm finding anything and everything to do that doesn't relate to school... it's like I'm stuck in the Twilight Zone. What the heck is wrong with me!!? Anyways, that's all I have to say about school.
Boys..... now this just got even better as of tonight. Here I am, avoiding school work, on gay.com and I meet this amazing guy. Like every other perfect match, he's not from Arizona, try Ft. Lauderdale, Florida. Yeah, I know it's a bit far but still... I seem to have this weird ability to find what I like in a guy everywhere except Arizona. Ok, and then get this, just when I think nothing can get better in Arizona, here's this gorgeous guy on HotorNot. He's going to school at ASU and is originally from Paris, France. Yep you heard me right, he's a foreigner.... oh what I'd give to hear his accent. So yeah, things might just be turning around... I have yet to talk to the guy, so we'll see, but as my friend James always said 'It never hurts to be optimistic!'