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ok first and formost i need to apologize for how odd this entry may sound. i kinda need to bitch and whine a little bit... so deal.
first i wanna say. I HATE YOU. why did you have to ruin my whole summer and then somehow get away with it? why did i not hate you then? how come when im around you, you can be a total and complete asshole and its ok with me???? URG! i really hate it. it makes me mad at myself. you would think that i would get it... but no i just run back to you. weve had our fun dont get me wrong. but deep down.. youre a douche bag... youre a "stupid, dumb-shit, god damn, MOTHER FUCKER!"
.... and i want to thank my dear friend lauren baldini for dealing with and being there for me through all the stupid shit i did this summer.. annnnd being there with me for all the awesome stuff!
first i wanna say. I HATE YOU. why did you have to ruin my whole summer and then somehow get away with it? why did i not hate you then? how come when im around you, you can be a total and complete asshole and its ok with me???? URG! i really hate it. it makes me mad at myself. you would think that i would get it... but no i just run back to you. weve had our fun dont get me wrong. but deep down.. youre a douche bag... youre a "stupid, dumb-shit, god damn, MOTHER FUCKER!"
.... and i want to thank my dear friend lauren baldini for dealing with and being there for me through all the stupid shit i did this summer.. annnnd being there with me for all the awesome stuff!