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i'm getting my wisdom teeth removed tomorrow and ohdeargod i'm terrified. they are going to drug me up, and put metal things in my mouth, and cut me open, and saw my bones, and make me bleed, and try to sew me up again but i know i'll bleed endlessly because i always do. and i will throw up and i will shove gauze in my mouth (how i dread that flavour!) and i will take copious amounts of narcotics and miss such fun on campus. i fear i'm driving people batty with all my freting, but i can't help it. i'm so scared.