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I got the tree up! With tinsel and the lights and all kinds of dangley stuff! It looks great if I say so myself! I want to have a big Christmas dinner. Busy myself with something cause I have too much on my mind right now! All these thoughts, it's exhausting.
I took baby steps! I managed to get shopping done and only had one really bad attack! Luckily there was a nail shop right there so I distracted myself with a manicure. Then I got home and uh...ruined it all by closing the curtains again. I need to get over this.
I like it when things go well. I even got a Christmas card from Seles!! No reason why she disappeared...but it's really nice to know she's doing good and not ill anymore. She's my little sister, I can't stop caring for her!
I had a photoshoot the other day! I got to wear a santa hat. Christmas special or something, didn't pay too much attention, to busy loving the outfit! Well okay...it's not really an outfit. A had and underwear. BUT STILL! They let me have it. So I have ideas!
Only four left to buy for on my list...Aaah they're so difficult aswell!
Tohru~! I got you something aswell!!
I took baby steps! I managed to get shopping done and only had one really bad attack! Luckily there was a nail shop right there so I distracted myself with a manicure. Then I got home and uh...ruined it all by closing the curtains again. I need to get over this.
I like it when things go well. I even got a Christmas card from Seles!! No reason why she disappeared...but it's really nice to know she's doing good and not ill anymore. She's my little sister, I can't stop caring for her!
I had a photoshoot the other day! I got to wear a santa hat. Christmas special or something, didn't pay too much attention, to busy loving the outfit! Well okay...it's not really an outfit. A had and underwear. BUT STILL! They let me have it. So I have ideas!
Only four left to buy for on my list...Aaah they're so difficult aswell!
Tohru~! I got you something aswell!!