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Title: Wait and See (1/?)
Pairing Heechul x Sulli (Henry x Amber. past!HanChul)
Rating: R
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance
Disclaimer: Super Junior and F(x) are under contract with SM not with me.
A/N: sequel to Do It Chu~"
Summary: ...Because a 28 year old can't enter into a relationship with a 16 year old without some repercussions.
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CHAPTER 1
The very reasons that made young people endearing were the same things that rendered them at fault. They were innocent, energetic and very eager to please. Heechul knew that very well and he even knew he was wrong of taking advantage of the situation. However, he found that he was more of a devil than even he gave himself credit for.
Sulli was leaning over the seat in his car, holding him delicately in one trembling hand. She looked up at him, as if seeking approval, and he merely laced his fingers in the young girl’s hair and pressed her face down so his sex hit against her lips. She opened her mouth and he pushed her head further down while also shamelessly lifting his lips off the seat as well. Sulli made a gagging sound and Heechul caught himself, lowering himself back against his seat.
“Unnng,” he hissed as he felt Sulli begin to experiment with her tongue along his length now that he wasn’t fisting his hair nearly as roughly. “That’s good.”
Sulli didn’t bother to answer as she brought the hand that was bracing herself against the seat up and used it to fist his base since it didn’t quite fit in her mouth.
Heechul reached beside him and released the seat and reclined further back. He tucked on arm behind his head and the other remained on Sulli’s head as she bobbed up and down. He watched her with half lidded eyes, trying to fight back the moral implications behind a 28 year old man coercing infatuated 16 year old girls into a blow job.
If someone would have told him he’d be doing this a month ago he would have been thoroughly insulted. Hell, six months ago he was dead convinced he’d never be with another woman in his life.
Heechul’s fingers clenched tightly around the clump of hair he held and he heard the girl protest around his cock. He loosened his grip but didn’t bother to apologize. He felt guilty though. His mind almost slipped back to thoughts of Hankyung while he was desecrating Sulli. The least he could do was think of the girl.
She didn’t know what she was doing and a mouth was a mouth. Heechul came all the same and refused to let go of the girl, forcing her to swallow every bit of it. When he finally let go he half expected to see hatred or betrayal in her eyes but she merely smiled, holding her cheeks as she blushed.
“Was it good, oppa?”
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When Sulli was dropped of at her dorm she rushed up to her floors. When she flung the door open she found Amber and Krystal sitting on the couch. Amber was slouched down in the seat flipping through channels while Krystal was laying across the length of the couch with her legs in Amber’s lap. They both looked really bored and perked up at the sound of Sulli coming in.
“Hey! You’re late,” Amber called.
Sulli didn’t bother stopping to talk however and rushed straight to the bathroom. She closed the door with a slam and Krystal and Amber gave each other questioning looks.
“What’s with her?” Krystal asked.
“Maybe she really has to pee?” Amber asked.
Krystal rolled her eyes and kicked Amber in the thigh. “Go check on her.”
Amber chuckled and threw an extra pillow at Krystal before getting up and going to the bathroom door. When she stopped by the door she heard water running so felt that it was safe to come in. She gave one warning knock however before opening the door.
She opened it to the sight of Sulli furiously brushing her teeth.
“Huwaannbrr,” Sulli greeted.
Amber stepped in and closed the door behind her, “Woah slow down there,” she said as she noted the way Sulli scrubbed at her teeth. “You act like you just kissed Jinki or something.”
Sulli almost choked on her toothbrush at that. Her shoulders shook with laughter and she removed the tooth brush and spit into the sink.
“No way! I’d need more than just gargling with mouthwash,” Sulli replied. She then began to brush her tongue.
Amber chuckled and moved to sit on the toilet, watching as Sulli continued abusing her mouth.
“So, how was your first official date or whatever?” Amber asked.
Sulli finished rinsing before she bothered answering, but Amber didn’t miss the way the younger girl flushed at the mention of the date.
“It wasn‘t a date,” Sulli said, turning and leaning against the counter. “I just was hanging out at their dorm. Victoria Unnie was there too.”
“Victoria Unnie was back two hours ago,” Amber retorted.
“Oh yeah well Victoria wanted to go home but I was hungry so I went with Heechul oppa to get some take out then he dropped me off.”
Sulli wiped her face and then exited the bathroom.
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Heechul made his way back to his dorm and we greeted to the sight of Eunhyuk and Donghae wrestling the living room and Yesung acting as referee.
“What is this!?” he exclaimed, throwing his arms in the air. “Why aren’t you all sleeping?”
“You’re one to talk, hyung,” Donghae pouted from where he was in a headlock by Eunhyuk. “You stay up late too!”
“I was taking Sulli home,” Heechul replied.
“Yeah, you should have let her go home when we took Victoria home,” Donghae said, bursting out of Eunhyuk’s hold and sending the dancer flying onto the floor. “She said there was food there too.”
“I don’t mind,” Heechul laughed. “I like hanging around Sulli. She’s so cute like a doll… almost as cute as me!”
“Hahaha! Hyung you wish you were still cute. Now you’re just old!” Donghae laughed.
Heechul reached for the remote that was on the nearby coffee table and chucked it at Donghae.
“Respect your elders! Sheesh!”
Donghae ducked and Heechul disappeared down the hall towards his dorm. As he went he could hear faint traces of Eunhae’s hushed conversation.
“I like Sulli. Hyung’s been a lot happier since she’s been hanging around.”
“Yeah after Hankyung left I wasn’t sure I’d see the happy side of him again…”
“It’s been hard for him.”
Heechul pushed the door to his room open and closed it behind him quickly, happy to get away from that overheard conversation. His heart ached and he grabbed at the fabric of his shirt at his chest. He hated hearing his members talk about him like that. As if he couldn’t be happy without Hankyung! He didn’t need the other man after he walked out like that. He thought Hankyung needed him as much as he needed the other man but it seemed Heechul was the one who was dependent. Hankyung was not ever really Hankyung. He was Han Geng. Heechul never realized that he was part of the very system that suffocated the one he had loved most.
Heechul’s love was torture, was it?
Heechul hit his fist against the door and forced his thoughts on the present.
Sulli wouldn’t walk out, she had no where to go. His mind conjured up images of the past few weeks together. He and the others had been around f(x) a lot more lately and it was Sulli’s cute looks and personality that attracted her. She was like a pet or toy he loved to dote on and so he took her in as a distraction. Somehow his affections became skewed in her heart but in retrospect it shouldn’t be that surprising. Heechul was attractive and an idol and Sulli, though an attractive idol herself, was still a teenage girl.
Somehow though when she kissed him clumsily in his car outside his apartment the other day he couldn’t bring himself to fling her away. He felt some sort of calm pass over him despite the way she trembled. Even today as he necked with her in a secluded area after eating their take out he found her soothing.
He felt guilt as he remembered the way he handled her today. He was an adult and he shouldn’t have let it go that far. He was Kim Heechul and he wasn’t desperate. He didn’t have to seduce little girls to get off and he didn’t miss Hankyung either.
Heechul convinced himself of these things before beginning to get himself prepared for bed.
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“Unnie?”
Amber looked up from where she sat against the speaker as they took a break from their Mr. Boogie practice over at Sulli. Krystal had skipped off to get her sports bottle and ended up getting involved in a conversation with Luna and Victoria, which left Amber and Sulli by the speaker.
“What is it?” Amber asked, wiping at her brow with her towel.
Sulli kicked around an imaginary pebble before dropping down to sit by Amber’s side.
“Mind if I ask you something… I’m not really comfortable talking to Victoria Unnie about it and you have a boyfriend and--”
“I have a bad feeling about this,” Amber sighed.
Sulli continued, “Anyway… what is it like?”
“What is what like?” Amber asked before taking a swig of her sports drink.
“You know… doing it… like sex,” Sulli replied.
Amber arched a brow and settled her sports bottle between her legs.
“Sulli what the hell?”
“Well I figure Heechul oppa is a lot older I’m sure he must be more experienced I just want to know…”
Amber put her hand on Sulli’s knee signaling for her to stop.
“Sulli,” Amber said, looking straight at the younger girl’s eyes. “I think you’re thinking way too ahead of yourself. Heechul oppa may be 28 but he knows as much as I do that you’re only 16. I doubt he’s going to rush you into anything you’re not ready for.”
Sulli cast her eyes downward, “What if I am ready? How did you know you were ready?”
“Sulli, Henry and I have never… done it, yet,” Amber said.
“Really?” Sulli asked, looking at Amber with wide eyes. “But… you two are so close.”
Amber blushed and chuckled nervously, “I’m close to a lot of people I haven’t done it with. Just… don’t do anything crazy ok and if he tries to convince you it’s ok tell Victoria unnie or myself… although I’m pretty sure Heechul oppa’s not like that.”
Sulli nodded, pursing her lips so as not to tell her about what happened just that night in Heechul’s car. She didn’t want Amber to be concerned. Even if Sulli didn’t really expect to do that with him she was happy when he seemed to like it so much.
Amber watched as Sulli gnawed at her lip in thought. Amber didn't say anything about Sulli's crush on Heechul as the age gap really made her think nothing would come of it. However even after the kiss Sulli told her about the two managed to spend even more time together. Amber didn't want to think anything bad of her Oppa. She trusted him. So why then did she feel like she had to tell Victoria about this development anyway?
To be continued…
AN: Inspiration for this story came from: the Sulli and Heechul friendship that exists and can be followed on twitter. Also the fact that when asked why Heechul dyed his hair black he said while he was at he movies with sulli they were spotted by a fan because of his distinct hair. on top of that he added that he likes hanging with sulli and because of the age difference it's not a problem (i guess meaning no one would think they are dating).
also i do not hate hangeng. i love him and i follow his solo career too. he's being used as a pot device here though.
thanks for reading.